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Temperature Is Rising.

2012-02-04T22:17:00.007+08:00

Got pic to express my feeling sumore lol! (& to those who don't believe when I tell them my eyes are uneven in shape & the lids and that I just need to do smth bout it, here's an obvious proof). Le sigh.

Omg I'm so frustrated right nao I need to rant!! My dad has been nagging & lecturing the whole family, getting angry for no reason & throwing tantrums since, 3pm? & now it's 10 plus wtf. 7 freaking hours you not tired I aso very fed up leh. & when he finished talking all the bullshit & spoiling everyone's mood dy he happily go to his room & watch teevee wtf thanks. Annoyed maximum.

When I just came home earlier it turns out that my parents alrdy cleaned my whole room & kept away all unnecessary stuff (probably cos he was having some sort of moodswing lo). Then dad was asking me about picking a course asap. To be honest I alrdy chose, but I'm afraid to tell him (who dare/want to talk to him seriously? This is why we normally avoid him & feel pressured. All the endless negativity. Say what aso kena shoot, cannot have normal conversation one) & also I'm afraid to go to college. I think I'm too contented with my current lifestyle that I duwanna move. I'm sked to get out thr & do smth for myself.

& I can't buy anymore time.

He even said "idk why you can go study ppl pay for you aso you hesitate." This part wasn't so bad until he started to nag mom & sis bout other stuff & he expects all of us to listen to his voice going on and on and on and on. I really have ZERO idea why he has so much negative things to say. Like, chill the fuck out.

& then I have nth to eat for the whole day except 2 slices of fish & 1 sausage. I was so hungry I wanted to order pizza but he say cannot cos the fridge is full. Waa my stomach very cham T__T & I duwanna go out for dinner (or you can say breakfast plus lunch PLUS dinner) cos I'm sleepy. I didn't sleep well last night. Insomnia, managed to fall asleep after I tried so hard at 5am. Then woke up at 11am cos the neighbor damn noisy renovating house.

Baby is not even in KL now he is back to hometown. & I'm not that mean to ask anybody to dapao for me so yea I'm trying to be independent by making a couple of toast bread for myself while enduring the pain of my ears ): I really pity my ears. Hahahahha. Headphones in, volume up, ignore the world ♪♫ Okay wtv bye!

Very hungry & craving for salmon from Nihon Kai de Raine, signin out! T__T

Hear the Music.

2012-01-30T21:14:00.022+08:00

One of those days.

So hmm, cny is almost over & I did enjoy but I do realize one thing, which's that it wasn't as fun as it used to be anymore compared to childhood ;/ When we were young, we play, we make noise, we run around till we get scolded, light up candles & tanglongs, firecrackers, fireworks, etc etc. We eat without worrying about our weight, we have a lot to talk about with our cousins. Now that we're all grown up, we just sit down, eat politely, watch teevee, listen to the adults gossip & such.

Things are so different now. I was gambling last night @ Thomas' place with the bunch & when he dropped me & sis home, he said to us, "You're all grown up alrdy." Those words make me feel like it's all a blur. Life's a blur. I don't notice that time is ticking so fast. In about 3 days I will be turning 21. The official age to the key of freedom. Honestly, I'm scared. I wna be forever young. I wna escape responsibilities, big decisions & being independent. Sigh. But I know that's never gna happen. I feel like I wna break down & cry. Although I know I gotta face the fact & stand tall (I'm cheating cos I'm short) and plan my future.

& until now aso I haven't eat any lou sang :( So sad right. Don't ask me why cos idk either! It's like, everyone don't even bother -_- HMPH, disappointed max! How nice if on my bday in the club I can have a plate lolol. Just kidding! Anyways, I'm currently rotting in front of my lappie thinking of gambling wtf this has never happened to me. I've decided not to go out tonight cos I just got back last night 5am. Was at Baby's hometown in Sepang for 5 whole days! Today I shall lay in bed, don't care bout the world & continue with my novel.

My angbaos so far. Not much, but I'm satisfied :) Afterall it sums up to a lucky number coincidentally!

Hardcore gambler. Kinda crazy. See aso sked!

Btw I actually typed till here & was forced to go out. Can't I stay home for just ONE DAY? :( Mabel called suddenly & asked me to play firecrackers & stuff with her friend. Said I wna relax but she use her lau gai power & dragged me to the nearby park. I haven't done this in like, years. So I layan them awhile & back home, talk talk & blablah till 3am & now I'm continuing this post lol.

Ahh, I actually feel kinda left out. Many ppl started college today & thr I was, sleeping in till 5pm & came outta my bedroom close to 7pm (laziest human alive). I'm gna join the next intake. So stay tuned, *fingers crossed :D

GXFC!! Love, Raine Raine ❤

Russian Private Jet.

2012-01-24T02:15:00.014+08:00

Dear Raine, PLEASE. STOP. EATING! I am scaring myself. In the past 48 hrs (or more) I've been feasting on food that I try so hard to resist but failed badly. I'm comforting myself by saying "Aiya now eat lo, once a year ny go visit all the relatives & have this type of food in my house. After this no more, no more!" So I thought; why not, next month ny diet lo. And then I remember that I needa keep my body for my birthday aso right! Takkan I go celebrate looking like a fatty T__T Wouldn't want that to happen, oh noo.

Do more sit ups! I've been slacking too much, gah! Btw I feel like playing chor tai ti & pair the game with alco. Great combo. Tmr or the day after; must!! Find all the kaki & gather. For now I'ma go online, chill, & do mask! I have edited the sidebar of my blog, & added pages on top, right below the title. Check them out ;)

In these 2 days I enjoyed my grandma's cooking. She even made a special dish just for me, cos it's my favorite of all time. How sweet :) Watched some movies with everyone, gossiped & stuff. But no I haven't started gambling yet, not that I like that (cos I'm super guai lui, mhmm) but somehow I miss the environment when everyone is so gan jiong & noisy. Waitin for Thomas to come back from his hometown then we'll play cards!! With all of our colleagues! I'm not going for any house visiting tmr so Baby might come back to Subang & accompany me or smth. Yay!

Before I sign off, I'm gna do a review on these iPhone 4/4S casings:

You may have seen these before, but I bought them online last month. Yea, without seeing or touching the actual product first. They are super cute right? :D Mine is the pink Angel, & Baby's the blue Stitch. Lemmi tell you, this is not any ordinary casing, it is a 3D casing. Which makes it bulky & inconvenient, plus the ears sumore although they can be "kept" by pressing a button. I nv thought it would be inconvenient to use before, I felt like I just HAVE to get them. & then erm, it is a two-piece. Yea the head is separated with its body, cos it's made of plastic (I thought it was rubber at first).

I bought them at a cheaper price compared to other online sites/pages but later on I found out that someone else bought them @ some pasar malam for only RM25!! Kik sei me, but can't blame cos I rarely go to night markets. The last time I went was, err, 3-4 years back if I'm not mistaken. Although I gotta admit that I do miss the one in Cheras. They have the best lime jelly drink & other snacks!! & the potong ice cream, haven't eaten that in ages. Which reminds me, must go thr again one of these days. Saturdays! *marks the calender.

So conclusion? I'm not sure if I recommend you to buy these casings but all I can say is it's adorable but they are now on display on Baby & I's bedroom tables lol. We never use them, just pai leng hahaa. Too bulky alrdy, what a waste ): & then I found out that the boyfie ordered a Rilakkuma version for me too! (which's more expensive than I bought the Stitch) Add another to my collection (; Anyway, why no 3D Hello Kitty one?

May 2012 be a great Dragon Year for us all! :D Oh, & follow me on Twitter if you haven't cos I tweet every single day but update my blog only when I have freetime (which is not a lot but I do try whenever I can). So cya on the other side too!

Faith, trust & pixie dust; Raine Lee ❤

Once Upon a Springtime.

2012-01-22T02:28:00.017+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! May God bless :) ❤

It is the time that we love again! Yu sang, baqua, angbaos, cookies, gamble sessions, new clothes, gatherings, reunion dinners, smiles & holiday! (not much of a holiday for me thou, still gotta work on certain days; can you believe it? & I can't say no cos it's family business, *grumpy) & as you can see, I pinned my fringe to the side. Duwanna keep bangs anymore since many ppl say that having long fringe looks more mature so okayy I shall TRY to leave it till same length as my hair. Sigh, all these dilemmas a girl faces.

How I wish I'm boy. Girls needa worry bout their face features, makeup, nails, shaving, plucking, period, hairstyle, hair color, weight, dressing, high heels, handbag & manymanyy more. I really wonder how we manage ;/ So troublesome. If I'm a guy hor, I'll just simply put on a tee & jeans, wax my hair, slip on a pair of sneakers, wallet, keys (bag not necessary) & leave the hse. How many minutes only? *dies of envy. Okayy enough of the nonsense.

Here are my 2012 resolutions:

1. Be nicer to people.
2. Be nicer to people.
3. Be nicer to people.
4. Be punctual.
5. Work harder.
6. Plan for my future.
7. Think like a 21 year old should.
8. Try to slowly throw aside my bad habits.
9. Treat my family & loved ones better.
10. Earn more money.
11. Take up dancing lessons (for exercise purposes).
12. SLEEP EARLIER.
13. Be patient.
14. Control my temper.
15. Lay low on my siu jie pei hei.
16. Drive more often (regarding this, Baby spoiled me)
17. Expect less from people, & more from myself.

2012 wishes:

1. Everyone to be happy & healthy.
2. Mom to stay at home more often.
3. Mom to cook more often (I miss her homecook food very much).
4. Eat what aso won't gain weight (impossible).
5. Waist length hair.
6. Hairstyle which suits me best.
7. More makeup knowledge.
8. Pamper myself more, esp retail therapy!
9. 3rd - 5th tattoos.
10. Stronger body & mentality.
11. Great lifestyle.
12. Happy & healthy relationship.
13. MORE PEOPLE VISIT MY BLOG EVERYDAY (*hint hint!!) ;)
14. LV Tivoli, Berkeley & purse.
15. Gucci belt & bag.
16. Tiffany & Co. or Chanel charm bracelet.
17. Hello Kitty collections.
18. A good & reliable camera.
19. Complete & do well in my upcoming studies.
20. An awesome 21st birthday celebration!
21. Good hair days.
22. Receive flowers?
23. Personal hairstylist.
24. Personal manicurist.
25. Personal chef.
26. Personal makeup artist.
27. Wardrobe full of new clothes I like.
28. The rainbow & a pot of gold at the end.
29. A white horse.
30. Swimming pool. Gym. Home theater. Pool & foos. Bar.
31. Why not I say a new well furnished house? Lol wtf dreaming.
32. Ahh, just anything a girl can ask for :) Lazy to think dy & simply type nonsense hahaa!

OKIE, may my wishes come true!! *crosses fingers. GONG XI GONG XI ;D Gtg now, time for a good rest. Off day tmr, reunion dinner at night @ Awesomeland aka my grandparents place. Feelin so hyper I'm typing at the speed of lightning I wonder how am I gna sleep wtf. But fear not!! I got a new novel; Summer and the City. Gna enjoy that if I can't seem to doze off due to the sugar rush. Probably caused by the cough syrup I consumed earlier.

& yes you guessed that right, I'm freaking sick again!! You see, this explains why my wishlist is lidat, can't blame me, is cos I very cham nowadays so I keep hoping for the BEST. Wtv!

P/S: Have a look at my strawberry nails! Got them done for this season & they are sickeningly overpriced. I could've easily done them myself if provided proper tools. Kena con T__T Next time go other saloon, hmph!

Off to bed, Raine Lee ❤

This Is Radio Hardcore.

2012-01-09T02:16:00.012+08:00

While gettin ready. Read on if you're blur ;)

Let's rewind back to December 11th, shall we? I skipped DJ Tiësto Live @ Heineken Thirst. It made me feel like dying. I had a free ticket & a ride, all offered by friends. You may ask WHY did I pass? Well I followed boyf back to his hometown @ Sepang (same place as the rave, coincidence max!!) for his cousin's wedding. I totally missed Tiësto as well last year in Singapore, cos Baby didn't allow me to go that far from him :( No words can describe my sadness & how I feel for his music. Ahh pass dy so I'ma let it go.

So anyways, the wedding dinner was held in Nilai. I've never even been thr before, it was my first time. Didn't really take pics of anything thou. Cos I was really shy. SHH. I sat thr & just minded my own business and smiled at some ppl, hurmm. The food was okayy, my fav was the lean pork meat which I forgotten the taste alrdy by now wtf.

I enjoy hanging out at boyfie's home cos it's so comfortable! I could just lay on the sofa all day & watch movies/dramas endlessly. Take a nap, have homecook food or dapao back, etc. Which's rare, since I'm the typa girl who loves to go out.

Back @ his place after the dinner. He'll kill me when he sees this picha haha don't care ;p

You see! If I'm not mistaken it was slightly before 12am & I was tired dy.

Kisses! Heart you ❤

He is actually forced to camwhore with me. Lol.

P/S: Off to bed! Feelin soo sleepy, *yawns. Will be goin for hair touchup then Pyramid & KLCC tmr so, sweet dreams people. If only we have 48hrs a day, 24 never seemed to be enough. AND, this post means I can cross out one thing on my to-update list. Woo! :D Four more to go!

XOXO? BebeRaine ;)

Beat For Two.

2012-01-08T02:09:00.022+08:00

New year, new me? ;D

Omgosh, HIE! (that's if I still have any visitors at all since it's been close to a month since I've gone away) *blows off dust from my beloved rainelee.blogspot! It's 2012 & I'm so outdated and been super freakin busy. I haven't even any time to go shop for cny clothes!! & it's creeping nearer in like, less than two weeks? But on a brighter note, I have a lot of savings :D Being a complete workaholic totally paid off. I can totally pamper myself with new designer goods, go for retail therapies or wtv I please.

It's kinda sad for me to say that I'm quitting work in February or so, cos I've decided (ahem, although I've been bringing this up several times but now it's for real it's official) to go for either mass communication or makeup. Sis told me that I should take up mass com & that if I'm really interested in makeup I could, but as part time or a backup plan. According to her, if I choose makeup I won't be able to go anywhr far, & I wouldn't get satisfactory salary either. & many other ppl said that they think I'm suitable for mass com. I'm like, made for it but I'm still not quite sure.

Baby, on the other hand, fully support me in the makeup course. He said he is clear that I'll do well & that it is my talent (hair, beauty, fashion, this kinda field), it's just that I don't know yet cos I haven't tried. I really like both so I'm in this deep dilemma. If I were to ask my parents they'd very much prefer me to go to college too. Ahh, this feeling of being caught in the middle. I'm so clueless! ):

But I still want to work for Tomaz Shoes whenever I'm free, no matter which course I choose. Money money $$ hehe ;D At the same time I still wna help out. Some ppl ask me "You work @ Tomaz? You know Thomas one ah?" & I'll be like, "Duh he's my sister's husband." Then they will show me the shocked face. Okay nemai, that was totally off topic.

I mentioned me being outdated earlier. Right? It's cos I rmb I was supposed to update bout my new fringe. Mhmm, yes. But the prob is, by the time (now) I update, it alrdy grow until poking my eyes liao lo -_- & idk what on earth to do with it cos it's so annoying. Put centre parting yao em chi yong, sweep it to the side aso quai quai tei. Pin up like cmi. A bit regret cutting T^T Boohuu~

P/S: On my to-update list;

1) Short travel to Sepang as mentioned on previous post.
2) Mini getaway to Malacca on 2nd & 3rd January.
3) 2012 wishes & resolutions.
4) Recap on a few things I did last December.
4) Pictures, pictures & more pictures! (Oh if only I have the candy pink Nikon 1 camera, then I'll be able to capture sweet memories T^T Still upset about this but I think I prefer the LV Tivoli. Oh the greed ❤)

STAY TUNED & tqvm for checking back! I visited my nuffnang & other internet thingies and found out that I still have readers who didn't give up on me. Yay. A comment or two would be much appreciated thou, you guys have been way too quiet haha. But I know you're there! Thanks thanks ;D Nights world.

Mish you! Signin out, Raine Lee ❤

Seventeen Forever.

2011-12-17T02:54:00.028+08:00

I can feel your heartbeat, you know exactly where to take me ❤

Guess who's back, back again wtf. How's everyone? :D Sorry for being mia but I was going through living hell for this past 2 weeks. Not sure if you can recall, but I previously mentioned that I had this terrible gastric which lasted for days & days and never seemed to go away. After a trip to the clinic, I found out it was instead, food poisoning. I've never had it before, so I didn't know what it felt like. The doc told me to eat only plain food like porridge or bread.

I didn't listen. Didn't think it was anything serious. I went straight to Zhia's & had xiu yuk fan and fried wanton wtf. Then at night I ate chicken wings. It was pure torture after that. Suffered for 12 days straight. On & off stomach pain and headache, vomiting, & every spoonful of food I swallow hurts my tummy. 2 more trips to the clinic & been told that my intestine is very irritated alrdy, I have to taking care of my eating habits for a few days at least. No fried or oily food especially.

Recovery progress was slooower than a turtle. But I'm a little better now, before this I felt so tormented. Imagine ady half dead sumore needa go work. Fake smiles at customers disgusts me. Sumore needa talk nicenice. Diu nei. Jk :D Been eating a lot of healthy/plain food lately. YERR. When I fully recover I want baby bring me go enjoy! RIBS, SALMON, STEAK! All the yummy food in the world ❤

Side note: Haih, you see hor, iPhone is so unreliable when it comes to taking photos. Quality like toot. I want a camera!! Anyone kind enough to get me one? Xmas present? Pretty please? Yeah, I highly doubt anyone would. Meanie -_-

Me fav cereal; Froot Loops! :D

See this tan tart. So small the size of my palm. Cuteness!

Hmm, the kiwi was sweet. I feared it'd be sour.

Bread from 7Eleven.

English tea made by my beloved Mami ❤

Ikea's daim cake!

Gelare's waffle with Honey Malt icecream. I love this very much!

Dragon-i's sweet & sour chicken.

Moo Cow's original frozen yogurt with chocolate chips.

Gotta admit the characters are ugh!

Magnum Classic!

Gingerbread bear stars thingy.

My treats! Butterscotch cookies & lollipop from Famous Amos :D

Starbucks caramel frappuccino & shepherd's pie.

I bet you can guess that the last few are the ones I ate when I was "breaking the rule" till my condition got worse. Lol. I felt devastated & no excitement in life. Restricted to do this do that, take neverending packets of medicines which didn't seem to help much. More & more antibiotics day by day. So I went to do smth chi kek; get a RANDOM haircut. I was considering it for like, a whole 24 hours.

Then my feet automatically brought me to the salon & there I was, standing thr looking at the stylist. Shocked, I managed to utter the words, "Uh, I wna cut fringe but idk what suits me." Then she passed me a magazine & asked me to sit. Flipped through two pages or so & pointed at a picture, "I've always wanted to try this but I think my forehead is short." She responded "OH it's possible!!" I haven't say anything she started snipping away alrdy. Even some of my long hair she go cut. Waaa!

So, brace yourselves. I haven't had bangs since I was in primary school?

FROM THIS;

TO THIS;

How? Okay anot? ;/ Ahh, next time ny show you pic with face one. For now you see my Rilakkuma cover 1st. I very sleepy dy T^T Hungry sumore but cannot eat midnight snack/supper. Fat. Oh btw my current addiction is Snoopy Street Fair!! I've been playing for 4-5 days & am currently lvl 12. I lovelovelove Snoopy! Very cute & naughty ❤ Anyway next up will be about my short travel to Sepang. Goodnight all, have a great weekend!

XOXO? Raine Lee.

Love On My Skin.

2011-12-05T17:49:00.020+08:00

We run, yes we run the night ❤

Whoa, look at my collar bone. Oh hey dolls! ;D I'm currently taking the day off. Am supposed to work daily for this whole month @ the xmas event/bazaar but I don't think I should force myself to attend today. Parents were still expecting me to not skip work ytd so I didn't, just forced myself. Ended up with gastric at the end of Saturday night sumore. Slept it off without eating though cos thr was no food of my taste at home.

Woke up feeling the extreme tummy pain, the gastric decided to stick around -_-! But I still cannot take off otherwise not enough workers so wtv, just go. Came home after finish work & my body felt super cold eventhough I didn't on the fan or aircon & I was hiding under the thick comforter. Then my head started spinning badly, my neck & cheeks were hot. It is then I knew I fell sick dy; fever. Baby came to my place @ about 2am to accompany me & gave me panadol.

We also wanted to watch drama but my lappie doesn't have the appropriate player so plan failed. Take note that I don't really watch videos ;/ Even if I watch movie alone with laptop aso very rare, once in a blue moon. Then boyf said it's cos I only live in facebook, twitter & blog on the internet. Not true lo, I aso go on youtube le! But really, I have nth much to do online one. So I buffered one episode of The Simpsons & fell asleep after that and Baby went back. Wanted Gossip Girl actually but idk what's the link.

Sigh, I should just voice out instead of sei chang (act tough). Now make my condition from bad to worse T^T *sniffs. So many problems occur all of a sudden. Go away! & I'm currently having hor fun for late lunch. Imagine every bite I swallow hurts my stomach one time. Suffering! SEE, diet sumore, serves me right. A diet "routine" I was practicing which was unhealthy although it did help me lose weight pretty quickly.

Why do all good things come to an end? Done my very FIRST eyecheck too. Results;

It is official. I have become short sighted & needa wear specs dy. HOW? T__T *cries! I really duwan to!! I nv wear them before in my life & idk which frame suits me. I asked the optical shop person & she said contact lens are not recommended & might cause my power to increase within time. She also said that specs are much better & it is necessary for me to wear them when I'm watching teevee or reading signboards.

So I thought yayy means I can ignore it lo, since I seldom do the two activities mentioned above. Then I realize that I can't see a person's face if they are in a distance. It is like, blur. I feel très depressed. My eyesight used to be PERFECT. Still contemplating whether to buy one anot now. See how, cos I still refuse to even TRY em on!

P/S: Dad, mom, can I have a Chanel charm bracelet as Christmas present? Since nowadays I'm so unhappy & one by one all these things coming out in my life to bother me? Juicy Couture will do too. Or Tiffany & co! Blah, dreaming ;/

XOXO! Raine Lee ❤

I Feel Blue.

2011-12-03T11:58:00.016+08:00

PFFTS. Seriously. & I was wearing Smurfs color ;D

My fb status on 1st Dec; Dear December, treat me absolutely, amazingly well would you? Thanks ;) Love, me ♥

But it turns out smth bad happened to me today, & I'm tryin to be positive in this situation :/ After all it's caused by my clumsiness & the pair of strawberry slippers (which I like cos it's really cute & have no more grip on the rubber soles). Hmm, I was at SS15 & craving for Chatime's roasted milk tea so I asked boyf to fetch me thr. No parking so I went alone while he waited in the car then unfortunately tripped UP the stairs (the outlet is on the 1st floor).

All the pressure was on my left knee, although my right was injured as well & I almost got hit on the face. And it was so sharp it cut me deep & left a huge swelling which scared me very much, I thought my bone got dislocated or smth.

& now I'm gna tell you a secret. Whenever I fall down, I ALWAYS climb back on my feet, act perfectly normal, & look around to see if anyone saw me. Then I'll just keep walking. If not damn paiseh right. But normally aso not very pain, nth serious & it's bearable. Today I did the same, except that I can't move after standing back up & it hurt like crazy. I tried to drag my feet downstairs but my knees wouldn't let me. I stood thr for like, approx 2 mins hoping that I can act like nth happened after that. But it was so painful it brought tears to my eyes automatically. Fuck, the last thing I wna do is to cry but I couldn't control.

So I grabbed my phone & called boyf, telling him to come get me. He came with a panicked look on his face & helped me to his car. & I still got the mood to remind him to buy the Chatime for me wtf. I also took pics of the wound. Tearred for like, almost 20 mins otw home sipping on my milk tea, singing "I need a doctor call me a doctor" in my head by Eminem & refused to let him send me to the clinic cos I was rushing to go to work. Then daddy put some medicine on it.

It doesn't seem too bad but at that moment, OUCH.

Look at the bump! It really made me feel like smth bad happened to my bone cos the outer part doesn't hurt, it's only the inner that kills. Spot my strawberry slippers! ;p

During work. Plastered up ;/

Not forgetting that my finger also got poked by a needle on the same day. More blood. Double kill plus FML.

WHAI IS MY LUCK SO BAD! I was quite unhappy but tried to make jokes & stuff, so I'd feel better. Honestly, I was very excited for December cos I love Christmas! But but, sigh ): Just hope I recover faster so I'll be able to be the hyper Raine again. All I need right now is Froot Loops! Me lovey that cereal a lot. Listening to electro dance while playing lappie on my bed. Very sanfu one leg cannot bend. Will I be able to work tmr? If I don't, I'll feel guilty. But if I do, I'm afraid my condition might get worse. Cos all day I just walk or stand, which's so painful :(

Gtg get some rest. Not goin anywhr & don't even feel like eating anything besides Froot Loops but no grocery store wna open for me at this time. Very cham. Buhbie!

Signing out, Raine Lee ❤

Burning Brighter Still.

2011-11-30T03:21:00.016+08:00

Hello there, I am bald *winks ;)

Random! My Rilakkuma iPhone cover. Hearts hearts ♥♥

Promoting it. AHEM AHEM.

The "OHMAIGOD, me again meh! What I do oh!" face.

The "Wah headache leh. You sin ka me isit?" Thinking hard face.

My apologies for the multiple expressions but I was bored when I came home just now so decided to snap snap. Since I'm back super early than I normally do, mhmm. NEED to visit the salon asap. Black roots getting way too obvious ;/ Oh myy, thr goes me being bimbotic again. Isit not possible for me to blog just once without these usual girly complaints? Blah.

Anyway, I just noticed that it is the end of November today. The month of December starts tomorrow. How time flies seriously. We're so close to 2012. I had quite a rough night btw, don't even wna talk bout it. Sobs. But I went to Pyramid for late dinner then reloaded 100bucks into my Starbuckie card (: Sneaked a cuppa frappuccino into the cinema & watched Happy Feet 2!

Personal rating: 3/5 stars.

Hurmm, I didn't watch the 1st one so I didn't expect it to be all musical. But I like it, had a good laugh at many parts ;) & those baby penguins are beyond adorable. Next I'm aiming for Puss in Boots! Yaya I love watching animated movies so much, esp Disney & Pixar ones or anything like that.

Think I better go get some sleep before my panda eyes get any uglier, SIGHS. I would do anything in this world to get rid of them FOREVER. & this terrible flu is keeping me up. No aircon for me tonight ): Caught a cold the other windy day. Still haven't upload pics taken @ Tony Roma's during elder sis Michelle's bday. Shall do it soonsoon. At the meantime I'm gna snooze in my bed.

Whoever that's reading this, I wna say xie xie for keeping up with my nonsense at all times. Nainaights to you! ;D

X's & oh's, BebeRaine ♥

Ich bin von dir elektrisiert.

2011-11-28T18:36:00.015+08:00

Happy one year & fifth monthsary, my love :) ♥

He doesn't like specs look but I'll post it up anyway ;p Yups, things are alrdy fine between us. Thanks to all who care, yr concern means a lot to me. A simple text, call, & tweet made me feel better and I knew I was not alone. Kept tryin to take me outta the hse for dinner or any random plans sumore in case I'm unhappy & wna lock myself away from everyone. You know who you are! ;)

Btw too bad Baby & I don't get a chance to go out or wtv today. I normally sleep in till noon & his workshift starts at 5pm ends at 1am this week so yea. I'm hungry & thr's no food at home. Hmm. Lazy to go out as well. Okay fine, I've figured out a conclusion. I shall sit tight till someone comes & feeds me :3 I've lost 3kgs; am freaking 39 now. How I did it in a week? Secret ;)

So I guess I'll be enjoying my off day relaxing at home, typing away on my blog, having a drink, listening to my fav typa music & watch HK drama. Ytd I felt like doing all the things in the world but now I'm tired & wishing a plate of salmon and Ikea meatballs will magically appear. Currently craving for that. & two days ago I was @ The Curve's Starbucks. Ordered my usual medium caramel frap with whipped cream & the guy gave me a large one instead. I felt strange & wanted to exchange back but another girl stepped in front of me so okayy, forget it.

Got my xmas card like 3 weeks ago. Weee :D I actually wanted the snowman theme but it was sold out ): That one is much nicer; the color, blings & stuff. Aww sad but oh wells.

Mabel & I's Christmas edition fraps. Hers is Toffee Nut.

& mine Cranberry white chocolate mocha. First time trying. Awesome ♥

Seeing back these pictures makes me wna grab one badly. Upcoming highlight within these few days is to head up to Genting with Wai Chun & Kah Lok, go to Starbucks & enjoy the cooling weather. Three of us really feel like it, but still finding time outta our busy schedule. It sucks being a grown up. I wna continue to be the young girl I used to be; do things dunid think. After do only go with the flow.

Yea, bad habit. That was how my attitude was like. Make decisions dunid do research or anything 1st, after that ny brace myself. Example my tattoos & all my piercings (tongue, navel, etc), I get it done first then ny open all the video & watch, or go Google to ease my curiosity bout some stuff. Tsk tsk.

Mhmm so, last night I watched Twilight Breaking Dawn with boyf, Darren & his friend. All I can say is I can't wait for Part II! I hate it when I'm about to jump outta my seat out of gancheong-ness then suddenly BOOM! THE END. Part I is basically all bout Bella's pregnancy. Which's kinda boring. Edward Cullen was charming as usual, *starry eyes. He's a certified romanticist, I loved him since day one.

Alright, buhbie! I thought I'm gna update smth short ny but see, I get carried away so easily. Cya again soon, goin out yamcha with Wc & Kl in awhile ;)

XOXO? Raine Lee ♥♥

If We Hold Tight.

2011-11-24T18:10:00.015+08:00

I've never felt so heartbroken & in pain in a long time. But I deserve every single thing that I have to go through right now. It's all my fault. What was I thinking for the past week? I don't wna do this anymore, it's going to ruin everything if I continue. Ruin everything that I tried so hard to build & patch back. Relationship with my family, energy & discipline to work, & most importantly my boyf who has always been thr for me during good and bad times. He's my strongest motivation.

You always try yr best to give me everything that I ever wish for & you're willing to do anything for me. What more can I ask? I can never find another like you. I screwed up completely. All of a sudden I start doing things without caring about yr feelings or thinking bout the consequences of my actions. But you never said a word. You didn't wna pressure me. You still came the other night, standing outside my gate holding an umbrella, waiting for me. It was raining heavily. My heart felt so touched that when I went into yr car tears instantly fell.

Cos then it hits me like a wake up call that the person who truly loves me was there; right in front of me. And you were always there whenever I needed you. Always. You are the one that I should never ever let go of. We are so close, we do basically everything together & feel comfortable with each other. Reminiscing all the memories is making me break down terribly.

You actually forgave me without a word of my apology. It makes me feel even worse. I'm such a horrible person. You care so much only bcos you want what's best for me. You were never selfish before towards me, you ALWAYS put me as yr first priority. How can I be so blind & ignorant? I wouldn't blame you for walking away from me. You've been so patient & understanding. Really, I wouldn't blame you if you decide not to stay any longer. It's too much for a guy like you to take. People get tired someday.

I'm losing you now. On the day I finally told myself that I can't start repeating shit in the past again & that I should continue to settle down, is also the day you choose to give us up. It's been a week I feel like I'm not being myself. I've been doing everything wrong. & hurting you and putting you through pain although you did nothing to deserve it. You're all that really matters to me. I'm gna throw everything else aside. I'm just hoping that it's not too late to turn back.

We've been together for a year & almost 5 months. Yet you still call me every single night without fail for a gdnight's talk, eventhough we saw each other for the whole day alrdy. You gave me the best gift any guy can ever give to his girlfriend; yr time, yr love & yr attention. Thanks for everything baby.

During this break I'll do wtv I can to prove to you that I haven't changed. You are still the one that I want. Thr's so much I wna say to you. & I am filled with nothing but regrets. I'm truly sorry for being the cause of all these unnecessary problems.

Yours, Raine.

Complications.

2011-11-16T18:29:00.024+08:00

If I got silver hair how ah? Look like grandmother anot wtf. I've always adored the color & wna try so badly but I know it wouldn't match my skin tone. I'm not fair enough until like, white-ish. Sadly ): So I'll just have to forget bout it.

& am still wondering when will my hair reach waist length? ;/ That's my goal. Hoping that it'll be in February, which's my fav month of every year ♥ Although it seems like it's taking ages, & I used to think my hair grow very fast. Yea right -_- Now it's 1cm away from touching my navel. I have learned my lesson not to cut it simply again! *smacks itchy hands.

Faster fasterrr! *pull pull pull.

I'm the typa girl who die die aso duwan short hair. Had super long locks since I was a child. All my relatives used to recognize me as the little girl who had stick straight, long, very black hair which reaches the butt. & I loved to sing wherever I go, always in party dresses and was clumsy as hell. So yea I was easily remembered. Mami likes me to have really long hair, she never wna cut it. But she make my older & younger sis have mushroom bowl style, haha lolol!

& why isit that the middle child always looks different from the other siblings? Everyone tells me this, but I don't understand. Unlike my other two sisters, I wasn't given an english name. Good or bad thing I can't decide, cos at least I can choose myself now that I'm elder? (: Anyways, Michelle & Mabel has tons of similarities. They're both tall, nose of the same shape, face & everything. But seriously, if you were to ask me to choose my english name starting with the M alphabet instead, I'd feel lost.

Melissa? So not me.
Marie? Ugh. I love Marie cat though.
Magnolia icecream wtf.
Marilyn? Okay, but just not me.
Miranda? Think mirinda orange the drink merh -_-
Mirabelle? I like this one a bit.
Madelyn? Omg *shivers.
Machiko, Makiyo? Wtf cannot this one act cute dy.

Aiya so many! See dy aso pening. Conclusion I become Mulan la okay? I cincai. Zz, settle. You're welcome.

Ppl often mistaken them as one another. Example; *Mich's friend walks over to Mabel in front of her FACE* Hey Michelle! You know right that day! *continues to blab on* Then Mabel would say, "Err, I'm, not Michelle." Friend gasps, "OH! I'm really sry but I thought you were her."

Happened many many times. Weird thing is, their age gap is 8 years. Mhmm. Yeah. And me, on the other hand, is the short one. I'm only like freaking 154cm. Both of them are above 160 plus plus. Life is unfair T__T But hor, turns out I'm the one with body curves compared to them. Zhe mo jiang de! Life is all about give & take huh! Pissed off ): I like their facial features more than my own. If I were to choose body or face I confirm take face norh!

Sry it's blur, can't find any other pic in my lappie that has 3 of us standing together. I was playing around making peace sign sumore wtf paiseh. From left; Mabel, Raine & Mich.

& guess what, I was wearing 5 inches stilettos, yet I'm still nowhere near their height. Emo. Hmm, just a random thought I'd like to blog about since I've got nth to do while waiting for dinner and the HK drama to start. & then I'll be heading out for movie @ Sunway. Wna watch Happy Feet 2! Sho kyute! But I don't think thr'll be tics, first day of release. So yea, Tower Heist it is! Comedy + action, great combo ;) BYE.

P/S: Don't mind my narcissistic post, I don't mean to!

Signing out! Raine Lee ♥

J'adore.

2011-11-16T01:12:00.022+08:00

My man has turned the big 20! ♥

This post will be about Baby's bday celebrations. Truth is he doesn't really celebrate his bday & according to him, every year is like just a normal day except that he'd head out for dinner with his family & they'll buy the things he want. Hmm, but not anymore! Cos he's got himself a girlfriend who enjoys these occassions :D Especially Valentine's, Christmas, & new year too.

At first I wanted to surprise him but in the end I told him bout all my plans ): No choice. Cos I was worried that it won't succeed due to him & some of his friend's different internship shifts. Initially it was drinking at night with everyone on 31st Oct then dinner on the actual day @ Tony Roma's, just me & him. It took me a week to get his gifts prepared. Purchasing, wrapping, ordering, collecting, etc. I practically ran up & down. Woosh, tiring. Special thanks to Rodney & Kah Lok for helping me! I'm glad to have great friends like you (:

DAY ONE;

So, I arrived @ The Library, Midvalley separately from boyfie cos I duwan him to see the presents, duh. Although he strongly insisted to fetch me but I said noo! He went with his cousins & friends @ 9.30pm. You must wonder why we always go thr, but it's like our chilling hotspot (;

Rodney fetched me over after I bought the bday cake. Reached at 11 & called Yang and Vincent out to help me carry everything inside, cos they were heavy. Baby looked so surprised to see us holding so many stuff & he kept saying thank you bcos he felt touched, aww :D Then I said he should open them when the clock struck 12am. We were sipping on Black Label & sweet cocktail, having a great time ;)

The love of my life & I ♥

Yang & Chen. Cousins of 2 years diff. Look quite alike right?

Funny part: A few of the guys then went out to prank call the birthday boy, saying that his car is blocking theirs or smth. Baby doesn't believe at first, cos how does a stranger get his number? But he said he'd go check it out anyway, in case anything happens & I told Jason to follow. We laughed so much at their dumbness after that ;p

I took the chance to bring the cake out & Wilson lit the candles. Baby came back to the table & I walked towards them with the cake while everyone sang the birthday song. He tearred, I can feel he was deliriously happy :D Makes me happy & shy too. Then it was time to open the presents! I chose 1st, 2nd & 3rd for him to unwrap. When he tore the paper off the first & biggest one, tears roll down his eyes. Oh myy T__T It was of a large photo canvas of me & him.

2nd medium size, he open the top part a bit & saw the word PS3. He immediately put it back down. He nv ever expected that. More tears & he kept asking why I buy that for him cos it's expensive. I said as long as you like it! :) Cos I know that he wanted it for quite some time dy but never gotten around to buying it. The 3rd one was easy to guess. Probably cos of its shape & everyone knows he's a fan of MU and playin footie. While he was opening it all his coll mates were alrdy shouting FIFA FIFA. And yea it was indeed, the Fifa 12 game.

3 presents & a cake = I love you, happy 20th birthday! Tong Shuen Chen ♥

He kept thanking me but I said not yet, thr's one more surprise on the way & he was like, what's that? Caught sight of Sam Lee walking to us & he got a real shock. Cos Sam came all the way from Taiping just to attend his party. It is about 5 hrs drive if I'm not mistaken. Sam actually told him that he's not coming alrdy cos got work not free. But pakat with me ;p *cheeky smiles. Boyf was so happy to see him again, they were close housemates who did basically almost everythin together.

Jason, Chen & Wilson. Cousins (:

Raine & Snow ;)

Truth is he actually feels camera shy/awkward, which explains why I seldom camwhore with him. It is hard to make him smile in pictures. He'd rather put on his trademark stunned look. Lolol.

See what I told you? & on the right is Sam Lee.

2 sot fella on the left side. Haha!

Come take photo le! Still looks crazy though wtf.

Sam, Snow, Eric & Ah Yang.

His college mates. Vincent, Darren, Nick, John & Miao (:

Clockwise; Jason, Lun, Kelvin, Chen, Yang & Wilson.

Thanks Kelvin, for tryin to make him smile in pictures. Lol.

@ Darus after that. Headache dy ;p

DAY TWO;

Like I mentioned earlier it was supposed to be dinner with just him & I but turns out it was dinner with the whole bunch. Since Sam came all the way from Taiping why not spend time with him too right? So yea (: Headed to Chili's @ the new Citta Mall, Ara Damansara instead.

Frosty chocolate shake! My fav ;) It was listed under desserts but I always order it as drink.

Chips with salsa dip. Nomnomnom.

Big mouth bites. Mm! ♥

Ribeye steak! A lil disappointed with this though, not very yummy ):

Birthday brownies with icecream. Complimentary ;D

Watched Don't Be Afraid of the Dark @ OU.

My eye! Scary leh? ;p Was yamcha-ing at Canai after that.

DAY THREE;

Now for the real just the two of us dinner :D @ Delicious, Sunway Pyramid. Had a sweet time with him & a lot of talk, disturbing each other and laughter. I enjoyed every moment (: & the food was good, satisfying. Will definitely return.

My smoked salmon angelhair, I like this one ♥

His Napolicious pasta. Not bad!

Red velvet cupcake with cream cheese & raspberry swirls (:

Super sweet ♥ Wna try other flavors next time.

Enjoying his Long Black coffee. I had a taste of it (cos he literally like, forced me) & totally anti-ed it MAX! It was 100% bitter & I hated it, so I poured a packet of sugar inside when he wasn't looking ;p

Then you see his face reaction! Hehe, YES!

Phew, this was such a long post to type. Better go now, gna watch some HK drama & relax (: Duwanna go out tonight. More next time!

Xoxo, yours truly ♥

You Belong With Me.

2011-11-15T18:54:00.021+08:00

Pics taken last night @ USJ23 badminton court. Was sweating like mad, fuhh. Look so messy sumore, dui bu qi.

Planned to go thr with my sisters, boyfie, Thomas, Hazel, Lim & Jun Hao but last minute Darren, Vincent & Yang wanted to join so 11 ppl all together (: Started from 12am till 3.30am. Supposedly end at 3 but the guard fell asleep in his office while surfing FACEBOOK so we get to stay a lil longer ;)

Anyway it's been years since I last played badminton. Been so long I can't even recall, maybe primary 6? I don't even have a proper pair of sports shoe, since I'm the typa girl who is all about heels, wedges & ballet flats. And even if I were to get one, I'd definitely choose baby pink! ♥ So I wore Mom's Reebok whites which's I think 2 sizes bigger. I looked like I had huge feet the whole night ;/

Headed to Canai after that with the bunch for supper. I try my best not to eat Msian food (my fav's Western & Italian actually) but I didn't have a choice so I ordered & tried nasi goreng pattaya for the very first time! I usually avoid mamak food. I NEVER eat mamak food unless at times like these. The previous was at Darussalam SS15 after boyf's bday celebration @ The Library when I ate nasi lemak ayam & tasted sambal for yet again, the 1st time in my life.

Is this weird? Cos whenever ppl ask why I don't order any food when everyone else does & I tell them all this, they open their eyes huge and say WHAT? Idk, maybe just not my taste? Idk aso don't ask me, many other people throw many questions at me dy T__T

Overall I had a great time! Despite the fact that my right arm, legs & waist hurts today. Like I expected. Too long nv workout. But I can manage & I wna do it again! Really like :D & I woke up @ 5.30pm. Totally KO. Came home with a bruise on my wrist as "souvenir" too. It's okay thou, nth to worry bout, since I'm prone to all these kinda things. Tend to be clumsy at times.

Decided to do this more often! Exercise lifestyle ;D Hoping to lose some weight as well, I figured that I don't actually have to starve myself anymore if I keep going for sports. Yay yay.

P/S: Finally changed my blog template :D Loving how it looks now, so girly ♥♥

X's & oh's, Raine Lee ♥

Space Bound.

2011-11-14T17:09:00.026+08:00

250 thousand miles on a clear night in June, & I'm aiming right at you, right at you.

*blows off dust. Hey dolls! ;D I'm here again after like, 9290217 days? Not exaggerating; it does feel like it. Didn't touch my lappie at all these past few weeks, been relying on my iPhone instead. Sometimes I wish I were in high sch again, cos that's when I had all the time in the world to do anything I liked. Now it's just plenty of work & hanging out and by the time I'm home it'd alrdy be very late so I'd go straight to bed.

OHH & a hailstorm strucked ytd. I woke up at about 1pm (which's super freaking early cos I normally can't get outta the hse before 4pm, which's also the reason I've been delaying my driving license renewal for almost 2 months alrdy *shakes head) & hit the showers. Halfway getting rdy to head out to work, the electricity tripped. Turned it back on & tripped again immediately. The whole hse was pitch black I needed to use a torch. Minutes after, Dad heard smth like stones hitting the roof tiles.

So we opened the door & guess what we saw? It was raining ice the size of marbles! They were so cute! I regretted not taking clearer pictures of them due to heavy rain & sound and fury of the frightening storm. Lemmi show you :D

Look at what's laying on the grass!

They're so pretty!

Melting ice on my hand. From the sky. My heels were all wet.

It is my first time seeing this, esp in MALAYSIA.

& despite the really bad weather, I still went into my car to get myself to work cos I didn't wna be any later. I was waiting for the rain to stop @ home for about 30 mins but it's still as heavy as ever. Luckily I made this decision, cos I get to see more that was happening outside :D

Caused by the strong wind.

The huge tree which fell on two cars.

Two men tryin to lift it up but obviously can't.

Byebye car.

All blur shots zz. It was tough in that situation.

More @ many other USJ areas.

Caused jam.

Stole this from some unknown's twitter, ngeks ;p

Each time lightning flashed it lit up the dark sky. Plus the strong wind uprooted many large trees, causing damage to even houses. Car alarms ringing, everywhr flooded, traffic lights spoiled & etc. Such havoc. Yeah it was kinda like experiencing an hour of doomsday. No offence but I actually kinda enjoyed it. I felt like it was such an adventure. I know, weird me.

My sister has a video of all the ice falling to the ground. Comment me if you'd like me to upload it for you guys to watch.

Ohh btw I'm new on Instagram! ;) Make sure you follow me for photo updates. Selfcam, cute stuff, food, fashion & more. Username: rainelee ♥

Xoxo, BebeRaine~

First Page Of Our Story.

2011-10-19T19:56:00.015+08:00

Me carrying Teddy! ♥♥

Oh myy, LOVES.

They tend to look grumpy sometimes ;p

Round headed named Cloud. Used to be called Pompom.

His fur is super long! ♥

Sweetie girl ;D The naughtiest & cheekiest.

It's been raining heavily every single day. Sometimes not even once but twice. Positive side is that it's cooling & I adore the dark sky. Negative is that I dislike dampness when I go outdoors. So yea, I have a love & hate relationship with the rain (also known as myself since everytime it rains all my friends sure say it's MY fault when it obviously isn't, wtf) -_-

& the weather made my modem sotsot, keep no connection until I feel very bored at home. Some days 24/7 cannot online. Called stupid Streamyx & they said it's outside prob, which I can't deny & I also think it's true cos my housing area is very sensitive ;/ BUT, it's just an excuse, they can actually send someone out thr & check the wiring right? They didn't. OR MAYBE, I should persuade my parents to buy a brand new hse. Hmm, gd idea! Then I can have a new room, new furniture, etc, *CLAPS. Nah, dream on! *emo face :((

Watched Real Steel last night @ GSC Signature, Gardens. If you wna assure peace & quiet during yr movie, you can consider that cinema. No loud talking idiots or brainless parias who kick the seats, YAY. Anyways, Real Steel was AWESOME. One of the best of the year! I'm so putting this into my must-watch-again list. & Max is SO cute. ATOM was unbelievably great! Other robots were very yeng too. But I'm still loyal to my Bumblebee of Transformers, no doubt about that ♥♥

Hurmm, what should I do now? I'm bored & craving for Starbucks. Beef lasagna, ribeye steak, ribs, lamb, Famous Amos butterscotch cookies, waffles with maple syrup & manymany more. Why don't they do delivery? Quite lazy to go out. If only I could snap my fingers & doll up instantly like magic. If only I'm Hermione Granger. And if only Hogwarts School of Witchcraft & Wizardry would send a letter to my home! So hungry I can eat like a bear right now.

Can anyone do me a favor? Tell me how ugly my nails are so that I'll polish them right here right now. Why am I so lazy to do anything & everything T__T Ugh! Who want help me? I'll pay you?

XOXO, Miss Lazy Smurf.

Wherever You Are.

2011-10-12T04:07:00.010+08:00

When I feel blue, I think of you cause you're true. Wherever you are, near or far, you still are my shining star ♥

Just got off the phone. I couldn't help it but to sort of break down, due to the same issue that I mentioned previously. I know that I should understand & truth is, I really do but it's just, I'm so not used to this. & I don't ever want to be. Plus, being a not so independent girl makes things even worse. You spoiled me, & I love it.

Now that we don't have as much time to spend with each other as before, on day three, I finally decided that I should go easy on this situation, perhaps things aren't as bad as it seems. Perhaps it's just a test.

On a brighter note, this is actually motivating me to do smth that I've been afraid to for years. It is pulling me out of my comfort zone & daring me to take risks. Risks that I've been avoiding & pushing aside for as long as I can manage. A risk that I should take; long ago. A wake up call reminding me that I'm alrdy 20 & still as indecisive as ever.

Then I read a quote on Twitter - "True love isn't about always being together. It's about loving each other even more each day no matter how much time you spend apart."

So I only accompanied boyf for supper earlier. Bobo (Jun Hao actually, but this is part of an inside joke), Kien Tat, Leon & Kai Yang came later on. Was out for about 3 hrs. Then Baby dropped me home. Washed up & felt instantly better.

Cyber Colors grapefruit purifying cleansing oil (makeup remover); RM100. Lancome Mousse Eclat express clarifying self-foaming cleanser; RM100. Lancome Galateis Douceur gentle softening cleansing fluid for face & eyes; RM150. Lancome Creme Mousse Confront comforting cleanser, creamy foam & dry skin; RM98.

How can you NOT feel better? I totally recommend Lancome btw, I have slightly sensitive skin & these cleansers never fail me. Tried other brands & they caused my skin to become so dry they started to peel. Or zits just pop outta nowhr & I really hated it. I personally think the Cyber Colors makeup remover is a little too oily though.

I miss you terribly.

Xoxo, yours.

Tinc Ganes De Festa.

2011-10-11T20:02:00.006+08:00

Tinc ganes de festa nanananana, res no em podra parar. Vestida sexy reina total, i si et molesta m'és igual cremaré la pista de ball. La discoteca és el destí. Música i festa, vine amb mi. És hora d'aixecar les mans.

Baby won't have time for me dy :( All the way up till December T__T 3 freaking months! He started his very first internship this week & the schedule is hectic, which ALSO, clashes with MY schedule. This is making me sad, I'm gna be a very lonely girl. I know some couples like freedom away from each other, but him & I stick like super glue. This's gna be a big change for the both of us, but I believe we'll make it through, cos we're that strong ♥

Mmm, let's see.

Mondays to Wednesdays

(His) 8am; Wake up to get rdy.
(Mine) 8am; Sleeping.
(His) 3pm; Break time if I'm not mistaken.
(Mine) 3pm; Eyes open, still in bed.
(His) 6pm; Finish work.
(Mine) 6pm; Um, idk wtheck I'll be doing.
(His) 8pm; Dinner.
(Mine) 8pm; Dinner with him or not up to me.

*if dinner with him needa go back before 12 like Cinderella cos he's tired*
*if nv dinner with him is cos lazy to makeup dress up & go out then go home remove*

Thursdays

(His) OFF DAY.
(Mine) Needa be at Damansara after midnight till 4 for OT. SUCH A DRAG.

Fridays to Sundays

(His) 5pm; Start work.
(Mine) 3-4pm; Start stupid work.
(His) Up till 1am; Finish stupid work.
(Mine) 11.30am; Finish work.

See how upsetting it is? Idk how am I supposed to get used to this, *big sigh. Even when I'm blogging this right now @ 8pm he alrdy reach home & straight pengsan fell asleep on the bed and I needa give him a wake up call a little later. Duwanna cont typing dy cos idk what I'm gna rant about next since when I'm pissed I type 100x faster. SO BAI.

P/S: Perhaps it's also time for me to register smth & treat it as my hobby, just like what I ALWAYS wanted, but I didn't have the time. And now I got all the time in the world, so I think I'd take up dance or drums/guitar. Perhaps even forward my academics plan. Gah, no idea. Confused.

No XO's this time, Raine Lee.

Mr. Saxobeat.

2011-10-10T11:38:00.016+08:00

Was playing with uncle specs wtf.

Vain shot #1.

& um, vain shot #2.

Home early tonight & am staying home to relax :) It's a nice feeling actually, listening to songs that I like in my bedroom, sipping iced tea, hug my bolster & enjoy the aircon ;p Sometimes all I need is a lil peace & quiet. Although I did go out earlier for dinner @ yet again, Nihon Kai bcos apparently the sweet boyf read my previous post ;p Aww, thks for taking me out to dinner although you're super exhausted from yr first day of intern. Love you ♥

& I can now proudly announce that I have improved my sleeping timing! I fell asleep last night while reading a novel, eyes closed & that's it. The light was still on too, all the way till idk what time Mami came in & turned it off for me. I was so exhausted. It's been like this for a couple of days, so I'm not sure how long this'll last.

Anyway, I can't believe that this's the longest time I haven't shopped. What happened to me :( I feel très depressed. I NEED to go shopping. Or get designer stuff that makes me deliriously happy. I know that you might call me superficial but it's been months since I last went for retail therapy. It's about time.

And whaturf, I randomly logged into my Nuffnang ytd & saw a referral link in which leads to a stalker blog! The person copy & pasted my whole facebook profile into a post, & uploaded saved pictures of me; stolen from my page. & it was dated July 2011. Now ny I found out ;/ Don't even wna post out the link. Dumbass perv! The whole site was in Chinese, & I obviously can't read Chinese, but it doesn't matter. Ignorance is bliss.

& hurmm, smth happened on Sunday which caused this;

Loose bumper & scratches. Sry baby City :(

Kinda lazy to type out the whole story cos I was wrong wtf. I should've been more aware & I shouldn't speed in the first place ;/ I'm a girl who drives like a guy. Which's, um, scary. Luckily it was just a minor thing. I guess.

And on 9th October at approximately 11pm plus, I read tweets from ppl saying that thr's this huge, dark & perfectly round shadow encircling the moon. I was @ work. So I stepped outside & looked up above. I don't see anything but a full moon & some clouds around it (I think?) Stared for 2 mins then a random stranger stood beside me & asked "What's going on?" I thought to myself ugh, ppl can be so rude & nosy sometimes, so I decided to ignore him and he eventually went away.

I kept staring hard but I didn't see anything. Feeling a lil disappointed, I went back inside. Then everyone started posting pics of the "Moon Dog"; a relatively rare bright circular spot on a lunar halo caused by the refraction of moonlight. Wow. & I missed it wtf. My eyes got prob or what -_- Pic above is not mine btw.

All time fav song. You'll enjoy it, trust me & my taste ;)

Okie, off I go! Bedtime for Raine ;) Love you, miss you, mean it later!

Xoxo, Rainebows ♥

So You Tried to Believe.

2011-10-03T02:13:00.048+08:00

So you tried to believe in the castle made of sand. When it falls to the sea & your feet can't find dry land, reach for my hand.

Ooh, pics somehow look a tad bit vintage & similar to instagram's Nashville (the one everyone loves to use out of all other effects, wonder why).

Finally got some time to spare in my life to lay in bed, relax, upload pics & type on my blog. I actually wanted to post smth a few days back but thr was too much going on. Such a tight schedule this whole week since last Friday till now. Been pretty happening for me. Kinda feels like I was reliving my past few years before I finally settled down. Nola I was exagerating, ignore it ;p

I shall skip Fri to Sunday cos it's all work, work, & more work.

Mon & Tues combined; Boyf & his coll mates planned to go up Genting at 9pm plus. Was a super last minute decision. Started raining heavily on our way thr but we managed. First stop was to First World Hotel to check for rooms. The weather was colder than usual caused by the rain & I was wearing shorts cos I didn't expect it to be as cold as the pic above (which was taken the next afternoon actually). I know, dai sei one -_-

Mist blurred everywhr, even when driving time aso we can hardly see the road. All the way from night till next day evening aso still same ;/ Luckily I brought a quite thick jacket but I learned my lesson, next time go Genting again must at least wear leggings with knee length boots or smth. Scared dy ): Hmm so that nite we walked around then yamcha @ Old Town. Later, searched for beer. Wanted to go to Safari but it's 2 months to John's bday, meaning he's the only one who's still underage.

No choice but to buy some then go to the room drink, chill & play cards. I like chor dai ti the most ;p Slept at around 4am & woke up before it's time to check out. Afterwards had lunch, arcade Tekken 6 then blablah we practically walked the whole Genting & ciao at 6pm. Wanted to go to the theme park but boyfie doesn't like the spins & heights so yah skip that. Haha :D

Overall I enjoyed the cooling breeze but hated my skin condition when I was back to Subang. It became kinda bad, which doesn't ever happen. Sigh, I think I need a facial. My tongue piercing was also swollen for the first time in 3 years. Wow, not my day. So we had Japanese food for dinner @ Nihon Kai, Old Klang Road recommended by Nick, who stays nearby. So while waiting for my food I checked foursquare tips & saw several comments like;

THIS. Wah, such angry ppl. *names & pics censored just in case some random human comes along & harasses me wtf.

Then I thought, okayy. But surprisingly everything was awesome & I love the salmon with salt best! A girl like me who eats so little can even sapu the whole plate. YUMS. Can we go thr again? Like, soon? *hints the boyfriend :p We also had a cozy private room which is a major plus. Didn't take many pictures cos we were all hungry like bears, here's all I've got :) & thks to Nick for the treat!

My happy Baby! ♥

Beef udon & chicken in the background which's BEYOND.

My fav salmon! *mini scream. No idea what's the other one called thou.

Curry chicken katsu or smth. Thr's an unagi version too.

Then went home to take a bath & got rdy to head out; AGAIN. The boys were not tired & wanted to go to Nick's lepak house @ Verve Suites, Mont Kiara for movies, mahjong & xbox games, *faints. Didn't have enough sleep at all.

Wed; It was Chen & I's one year & third monthsary so we spent quality time together doing sweet nothings ♥ Went to Baskin Robbins for icecream during teatime :D & for dinner, we had steamboat at my place with my family.

I've no idea why some ppl are practically obsessed with abalones? I only feel like I'm chewing gum but even gum tastes better. Weird.

Later, we watched thriller movies till 5am. It was a simple & nice day :) You're just so special to me. You know what I like to eat or drink, & you always automatically order for me. You even showed up with my favorite flavor of icecream last time to cheer me up when I was upset at workplace. And when my phone had zero battery & I can't leave the workplace cos I was all alone one day (my colleague mc or smth), you went all the way to Damansara just to find me & made sure I had dinner & that I was okay.

I would never forget those things you did for me. Sometimes it's also the little things that count.

We can be in our sleeping clothes & laugh at each other's messy hair, like bffs! ;D

You think my taste in music is unique, although most of the time you can't understand why I'm able to listen to those boomboomboom 24/7 anywhr anytime, even when I just wake up. You treat me just like a princess & pamper me so much, just like how I love it to be. You don't even allow me to drive on my own, you would always fetch me without fail unless you're really not free that time. & most importantly, you accept me for who I am; flaws & all.

I know that sometimes I tend to go into mega sulk mode & all of a sudden becomes not understanding, but yet you still try to calm me down & explain. I'm actually glad that I've found myself a patient man. I really appreciate everything. Thks Baby. Promise I'll be thr whenever you need me (:

Thurs; Celebrated Wilson's birthday @ The Library, Midvalley.

Hmm okay actually, this post has been delayed ;/ Due to Streamyx being so crappy for the past 3 days. I think it's time for the household to register for Unifi. BYE.

X's & o's, Raine Lee ♥

Gonna Be Okay.

2011-09-22T17:16:00.013+08:00

Romance growing like a flower in the summer. You always keep me guessin. Forever my wonder. You are a cinema, I could watch you forever.

I'm this typa girl. I won't wna get to know you unless you approach me first. However, I'm nice & friendly if you do the same. Offend me I'll speak up & confront, won't give face. Hmm that's it. Simple (: Empty words are what I can't tolerate especially. Or when someone lies & uses you. When someone gives me a reason to be angry at them, I ignore them for weeks. Worse, months or even years. Thr are ppl whom I've nv spoken to in about 5 yrs eversince stuffs occurred.

Yeah, it is THAT serious. Guess I'm a person that is too straight forward & that's why most ppl dislike me. Cos of that one particular characteristic of mine. But who likes to hear lies; right? (except Rihanna la, haha!) I'd rather have a handful of true friends than a whole bunch of two faced shoe polishers. If they got a prob with you, then come up front. True? Instead, these ppl will just go round behind yr back & every other of yr friends telling lies, spreading rumors and twisting stories in order to defend themselves. Typical.

Love yr haters, at least they admit they don't like you ;) Random much, just felt like expressing thou. Hee :) I'm glad I've found my few that I can truly trust, although we don't hang out as often as before but we still keep in touch & catch up once in awhile (: Least we don't forget each other & had sweet memories together. I know that if I'm EVER in need of any help, just one call & they'll be thr. They mean a lot to me.

P/S: OT day ady. So fast. My heart sinks everytime it's Thurs. Normally ppl feel happy during near weekends. But I'm not. Oh well, gotta live with it. Life. Must push myself or I won't go anywhr. I'm Lazy Smurf; rmb?

XOXO! RaineRaine.

Life Is Now Or Never.

2011-09-21T16:30:00.019+08:00

I really love icecream ♥

Take a look at those photos. I've always wondered how ppl change/choose their colors & effects in just one click (like instagram but that's only for the iPhone). I wanted a software like that for my lappie so I downloaded MTXX. Then I found out that the whole thing is programmed in Chinese! I can't freaking read Chinese, how about yr English users? I managed to guess my way into it eventually. Pro ;) So here you have it; b&w + reddish Raine.

Ohai (: I'm back. & ants are pests. I had a chance to kill about 30 of them earlier but I didn't have the heart to, esp by a pan just taken out from the oven. Imagine the ants get PSST by the heat & die. Imagine the pain. Oh gosh I'm nv gna do that. I'm such a kind person, *shows angelic face & bats eyelashes wtf.

Anyways it was raining so heavily this morning that the thunder & a phone call woke me up at around 1pm. I usually don't wake up that early. I was home alone & thr was no food at all except some pepperoni pizza. Put in the oven & almost got burnt. If burn dy, lagi no food ): I'm a sucker in the kitchen. A few hrs later, Dad came back so I lower down my speakers volume. Then now he's the one that's blasting songs even louder than me. Ahh, I can't take it! *puts on headphones.

& Baby was super nice to take me for a movie last night although he's in the midst of having finals (as stated in the previous post). We watched Johnny English @ Midvalley. Many say that it's super hilarious & they laugh till tears drop, so I was pretty excited for it. Thr were many funny parts seriously & it made me can't stand it but to LOL, I'd say job well done ;)

Okay I needa stop here cos I can't think of anything with all the loud music going on. Daughter's techno vs Dad's oldies. I wanto faint alrdy. Bai.

P/S: No words can describe how much I hate ppl tagging me in photos for advertising purposes. Esp those blogshop ones. One day needa remove duno how many. Eff off. Hmph!

Forever & ever, life is now or never.

Xoxo, Raine Lee ♥

Right Next to You.

2011-09-20T03:21:00.023+08:00

HELLO, dai ka hou? ;) I'm drinking orange juice. Oh sho healthy ;D & I officially become Maggi poh all of a sudden. Made asam laksa flavor like, last week? Although I can't stand spicy. Cook it for the first time in my life. Yes, it's a shame that I didn't even know how to make Maggi before this :( Finally found out it's just boiling the water. How easy! Now I feel so dumb. Wanted to put egg but, idk how either -_- Anyways, I one week can eat 3-4 times. What to do, sometimes home alone no food & very hungry so last choice.

& how do ppl sleep early wake up early everyday? It'll be such a miracle if I can do that too. Simple question, but so hard! I wna change become morning person dy so time is not wasted. Duwanna be night owl, vampire, etc anymore. I wna change my sleeping timing. Seriousity.

Okay I lied. Lolol.

Btw, the pics above, idk if you noticed that I cut my fringe? It's shorter now. Duno if I made the right decision ;/ Touched up hair color though (: I hate black roots, eww. & on that day when I arrived in the carpark, a teenage boy on a BICYCLE said hi to me, smiled, went over a bump & fell! Lolol. Just reach ny straight saw smth funny. I old dy la not ngam you. You call me jiejie I don't mind geh. Swt ttm.

& I actually wanted to add pink highlights for my bottom locks. Planned it with Mabel but when we asked the stylist she said needa bleach 3 times then ny color. Hell no, I duwanna damage my precious hair anymore. Learned my lesson the hard way. Later need cut short hair again how? Sumore super dry & no more soft and silky how? Don't dare dy. & why am I always like this? Or are all GIRLS like this too? When I have long fringe, I want short. When I have short, I wna grow it long. Stupid itchy hand, never satisfied ):

Actually, I alrdy cut mushroom fringe. Sort of. BUT I won't show you pics of it, hah ;p Didn't like it at all so I washed my hair again when I got home & styled it my own way, change back parting, etc. & SUCCEEDED ;) Luckily. So it doesn't look that bad.

It's raining all of a sudden. Sure very comfy to sleep now :D But I don't feel like going to bed yet. Shall cont listen to a few songs first (: Goodnight, world! To boyfie, I wish you all the best for later's papers (: It's yr final & I don't mind you not dating me but yr books instead bcos I hope you do well :D I know you can! Try yr best! Loves ♥

XOXO? BebeRaine ;)

Stay Forever, Be Just Mine.

2011-09-07T20:19:00.003+08:00

Over & over I'm upside down. Help me turn my life around. Wish the rain could wash away the past, wish the sun come out for me. I wish that you'd be here to make it shine. Stay forever, be just mine. Wish that I could lean on you again, I wish that you would be with me. I wish the starlight helps me find our way.

I screwed up.

Xoxo, Raine Lee.

Your Guardian Angel.

2011-09-06T17:55:00.014+08:00

I can see us in your eyes. No need to think it twice. Like it was always meant to be; you & me. & thr are times when everything's a mess, but nothing's to confess; like when two stars collide ♥

No fringe, *shy. Oh, since I'm oh so free the whole day I've decided to do 2 posts ;D Before I have no time again. Hurmm, so right now I'm 100% bored & lack of sleep. Don't think I'm going out too cos my left eye has been dry & a lil painful for about 3 days but I still stubborn cont wearing lens. How typical of me. Isit conjunctivitis, again? Gahh. Np I can show you my red eyes picture but I think you'll runaway wtf. Wo bu yao ni papa, wtf. Okie then lemmi show you smth else ;)

Happy meal? No, not just any ordinary happy meal bcos it features The Smurfs! ♥

I'm so smurfing addicted to The Smurfs. Watched it last week & got poisoned by their cuteness & humor, esp Clumsy Smurf. They live in a village under mushroom houses & have adorable personalities ;p & I got everyone addicted to the la la la la la la song. My fav is Smurfette & Jokey thou, duno why. And just now as I was laying in bed I felt lazier than ever then guess what, I figured that I'm Lazy Smurf. Yes! Why haven't I thought of that? Wow, going insane. But if you don't love The Smurfs I'll say you're more insane. Hmph!

Now someone get me a Smurf soft toy & I'll be so happy, thkiu very much.

& I bought this on July 12th with my own salary ;D Weee, another handbag added to my collection. Truth is I don't quite like Burberry, but the nova check tote is an exception. I use it as my workbag now.

The bunch of lens. Received them in early Aug. Some gave to Mabel & Angelina dy before snapping this.

Last month was also the boss/bro in law's 26th bday. Fuh, old ady ;p Haha! My apologies for all the messy pics, these are random updates & not in order.

Bday dinner @ Extra Super Tanker, The Club. Shark fin soup, yums!

Fish, deer meat, pork, vegetables, etc etc.

Another cake by his clients. Angry Birds. Not a fan of it though.

Okay, I'm such a liar. Said earlier that I duwanna go out rite? But I'm heading to @live, Kuala Lumpur tonight. Very last minute plan. Beers, here I come! So I'll catch y'all later, buai.

Xoxo? Raine Lee ♥

Dance Floor.

2011-09-06T04:46:00.008+08:00

Boy you know you get me high. Won't you take me for a ride? Tell me whr you wna go, ooh ♥

Morning world (: It's almost 5am but it's alright, I've nth to do tmr so I can sleep till noon, hehe. & hello September, I hope you'll be muchmuch better than shitty August. Hated August this year. But I know that I'm strong enough to overcome those mini bumps in life, just gotta go on ;) Been reaaal busy lately, no time to slack around even. Though I confess that I catch up with long lost friends a lot nowadays; haven't seen them for like, a year? Some 6 months or slightly less. & Zhiji, known him for 8 yrs who was from my high sch & haven't met up for 3 years. Whoa. Okay I know this sounds confusing.

I don't know, it's just, so weird that we've all grown up. As if I was only 13 just yesterday. I mean, how time flies really scares me. I'm gna be 21 soon & I still haven't figure out many stuff. & at times I tend to not know how to think. I admit it. I'm immature & should be more open minded about certain things. & sometimes, I shouldn't overthink. Bcos overthinking ruins you. Ruins the situation, twists things around, makes you worry & just makes everything much worse than it actually is. Mhmm. Anyway I should change my blogskin. It's been this pink one for months, getting bored of it. Gna do it right now so cya :D

P/S: I've updated to the new Blogger interface thingy; don't quite like it. Pffts.

Xoxo, RaineBebe ;)

For the First Time.

2011-08-08T18:58:00.018+08:00

Hello ;D Me & sister, currently at workplace right now. Lol, silly faces.

Before you say I'm supposed to do things & don't be lazy sumore go online, I would like you to understand that today's Monday; which means thr are not many customers so yah. & I'm kinda free to do wtv I like now cos we hired someone new to do the jobs for me. I only need to be here to guide her that's all. Anyways, visit Tomaz Shoes booth at e@Curve, Mutiara Damansara *next to Mcd's* & *in front of Tony Roma's* if you like :)

& I made a mistake last Friday. I said the things I shouldn't have & lau gai for no reason. If she heard everything I said she'll definitely feel hurt. Thinking back, I feel like I'm so stereotypical. Why did I even look down on ppl lidat? We're all the same isn't it, only human. I realize that I'm wrong now & I will know what to do next time. Gosh, I feel really bad :( After spending a few days with her, I feel she's a nice & organized person. Makes me feel even worse then.

Xoxo? Raine Lee.

You Make My Soul Complete.

2011-08-02T16:21:00.038+08:00

Mi amore, don't you know. My love I want you so. Sugar, you make my soul complete. Rapture tastes so sweet ♥

Oh. I definitely look mature with that hairstyle.

Hello August, pls treat me kind :p My wish is for everyone to be happy, that's all. Btw I watched Captain America last nite with bf, Mich, Thomas, Kien Tat & Jun Hao. It was awesome all the wayy but I hated the ending. Hmph! Wanted it to turn out differently but oh well. & I'm super hungry right now, didn't eat anything since ytd noon @ Jogoya, Starhill.

I'm trying to lose weight but it's not as easy as last time. I fall into temptation quicker than before & I always seem to surrender the battle to desserts! Okay I know this sounds a lil too kua cheong wtf but really, I'm getting sick of it. Sigh no comment dy. Next, I shall blog bout the wedding registration. First off, I managed to wake up on time! :D *clapclaps. After several phone calls & younger sis shaking me though. Whoops.

Enough of typing, pics now ;)

Curls & my dress. Thkiu Mabel for doing my hair :D

At Jabatan Pendaftaran. Michelle & Thomas with their photographer.

Mich & Mami. Both look sweet & pretty ♥

With grandma :)

Thomas's side of the family.

Nice wor :p

Nice aso, but this one quite blur.

Look at the so-called flower boy Jun Hao, haha.

The vow.

Group take one.

Group take two~

Group take three!

My lovely grandparents (:

Don't really like it. Looks weird on me ;/

I love desserts! Couldn't resist taking a bite before snapping this ♥

Japanese food. Nomnoms ;D Sadly thr was no udon or beef, wonder why ):

Cookie & watermelon sundae. Can you say irresistible? The icecream was the bomb! ♥

Marshmallows! :D Mmm. But why so plain one?

No worries, thr's a chocolate fondue! Oh my gosh, heaven. I want strawberries too pwease.

That's all for my day. I had great fun despite the lack of sleep :)

XOXO! Raine Lee ♥

Take Me Higher.

2011-07-31T01:47:00.026+08:00

HEHE, pink shutter shades :D & no makeup; okay, perhaps just a tad bit of mascara. My eyebags scary right? Bleh :/ Taken last midnite after OT (which explains the black tee). Anyways this's not the point of me posting these pics. All I wna say is, my hair is growing! Yeah ;D It's getting longer & I'm a happy girl. Can't wait till it reaches waist length.

Home not long ago! :) Got back from work & chilling in my room now ♥ It was a busy day for me sumore super jam on the way to The Curve at noon, ugh. & I'm so doomed. I actually need a dress for elder sister's wedding registration on Monday which's 2 days away but I dislike those kinda flowy skirts. So I didn't bother to go hunt for it. Howhow? *panics. I'm running outta time.

First of all, I don't really wear dresses. I'm more like a denim shorts typa girl. Second, I prefer fitting ones. But I will TRY to find one to wear on that day. Hope I manage to find smth that suits me. AND, can I wake up anot first? Gotta leave the hse at 8.30am, get rdy an hour before that. Wao, dunid sleep dy. Who wna accompany me be vampire then? I hate the tired feeling :(

Oh, & I have a new addiction; three layer tea, wtf. & I crave for ribeye steak and grilled lamb a lot lately. Not gd, not gd.

P/S: Collect all lens by this week, *self reminder.

X's & o's, RaineRaine.

Colors of the Rainbow.

2011-07-21T18:01:00.014+08:00

Everytime I look up to the sky, I've got you on my mind. The colors of the rainbow shine so bright, everytime I look into your eyes. It's the colors of the rainbow that feed my soul over & over, just like you do.

A lil update on Penang, maybe? Went last month with friends on the 27th till 29th. I know right, so long ago but now ny I wna blog bout it. Geez. Can't blame me, I've actually lost passion for this :( Who knows someday it'll come back again. Anyways, boyf planned this trip for our 1st year anni. I had a great time, thks love :D I'll try to recall the things we did. Even if I can't rmb, foursquare will always do the job (; Haha.

Day one; Went thr by car, started off at 7am woosh! First stop was to the rest area at Tapah for some breakfast but I didn't eat anything cos I was scared of all the stalls & people thr. Plus I was so sleepy, slept for about 2-3 hrs the night before. Almost cannot wake up sumore but boyf more keng he nv sleep at all then drive for almost 12 hrs straight on that whole day. Siao. I was worried.

After 4 hrs road trip, reached Taiping first to find Sam Lee. He bring us go eat wantan mee. Later, Baby & I went to Hard Rock Hotel and check in while Jun Hao, Eric & Sam stayed in Eric's apartment @ I've no idea whr but it was around 15mins drive away. Baby chose the nice room with sea view, yay :D He knows I love the beach a lot. I can just chill & relax thr the whole evening till night or smth if the weather is good ♥

Scary. My body kinda looks like a stick here.

The deco at the entrance.

Part of the view from outdoor. Nite time :D

Sea view from our room.

It was a sunny day, was afraid we'll get tanned.

After bathing & getting rdy, we went to a cafe near the beach. We initially wanted to go to the beach alrdy but it was a bad idea since it was only 3.30 in the afternoon! The weather was burning hot. So we waited till it became a bit cloudy & headed off to Bayu Senja. Played banana boat & it was AWESOME I loved it! ;D The faster the better! So chi kek. Hang around by the sea & swam in the waves till 6 then left back to the hotel. It was fun.

@ Hard Rock Cafe for dinner (:

Forgot what burger is this.

Fish & chips.

Apple crumble if I'm not mistaken? I loved this! ♥

Later on Gurney Plaza with the rest. Walk here walk thr & ended up watching Blitz at the cinema. Went back & had a comfy sleep after a long, tiring day.

Day two; Woke up late, missed hotel breakfast! :( Checked out then met up at New World Park for lunch. Blablah then to Chew Thean Yeang Aquarium. I had my eyes set on a lovely ferret, so cute :D Althought the reptiles section had me running. It scared me off. I was thrilled when I saw the pythons, even more excited when I found out they have my favorite albino one! Till I saw other stuff like frogs & lizards I practically screamed and went to see other pets. Didn't take any pics thou. Ate herbal jelly nearby due to the hateful sun before going to Eric's apartment for the first time.

Rest thr awhile then go out again for dinner. I didn't eat much, cos again I was scared of the food. I'm kinda like a hygienic freak when it comes to environment. If I feel smth's wrong I rather not eat. Wanted to go to Mois after that but of all days it's closed :/ So we went to QE II 360 Waterfront Venue instead. It was alright, I love the chilling feel I get; drinking Chivas by the sea with friends, just talking & listen to music.

I find their ice bucket kinda cool.

Baby & I ♥

All look so serious geh -_-"

Smile a bit! From left; boyf, Jun Hao, Sam & Eric.

You should know by now.

Day three; Headed to The Ship for late lunch. We were all so hungry & I'm a happy girl that day cos I get to eat western food again instead of Chinese :D Mhmm.

Black pepper steak. It was yummy.

Duno what French onion baked soup. I didn't like this ;/

Me in da car on the way back to Subang, we stopped at Taiping again.

That night we visited the Zoo & Night Safari. The lions & fluffy bunnies were so cute :3 But I hated the crocodile, so huge & ugly! It yawned & I saw all its teeth eww. Imagine drop inside the river with it. Nono don't imagine. We even walked around in the pitch black darkness to have a closer look at the animals. Crazy one, actually I duwan but forced to. When we reached Sunway finally after 4 hrs drive, I said put yo hands up for detroit, I love this city! & they were all looking at me like, erm?

Next day I rmb I straight go facial dy. Beh tahan I duwanna be tanned pwease :( Although I spam super a lot of sunblock on my body that time till the guys keep laughing. Wtv! Gtg get dressed, rushing to Sunway Pyramid for dinner & movie. Double date. Sayonara ;D

Xoxo, BebeRaine ♥

Halfway Gone.

2011-06-09T03:37:00.002+08:00

To walk within the lines would make my life so boring. I want to know that I have been to the extreme. So knock me off my feet, c'mon now give it to me; anything to make me feel alive.

Raine Lee.

Speak With Your Eyes.

2011-06-07T19:45:00.021+08:00

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I'm wearing Super Nudy Brown here. Natural looking color.

This is Love Green, one of my favs ♥

Love Green as well. See the pretty side of the lens?

Owhh nth, just shamelessly camwhoring wtf. Why I got duck lips in this one.

Super Nudy Grey. Don't think you can really see.

Should be okay dy rite? :D Click to enlarge or wtv.

I got others actually, like blue & pink but I haven't open the pack cos my current ones not yet expire so yah. Btw I really like these lenses cos they enhance the eyes. Gives an illusion of bigger, brighter eyes. I've been wearing this brand since I was 17 & loving it eversince.

Thr are many series, colors & diff diameters to choose from. Such as the popular Super Angel, Super Nudy, Sugar Candy, Pop C & Kira Kira. Wna try smth new? Then check out Kawaii Honey, Kawaii Spin, Max Pure, Naomi, Extra Black, Luna King, Kawaii Fairy, Love, Babe, Berry, Bling, Kawaii Diamond, Kimo & many more see until feel like buying everything! Take yr pick ;)

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Sample of the contents inside.

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XOXO! Raine Lee ♥

Dark of the Moon.

2011-06-06T15:22:00.001+08:00

Hello world!

I know I've neglected this whole thing for a long time but I'm here again just to say that Transformers was awesome! ♥ I watched the movie ytd nite & I freaking love Bumblebee, he's so sexy. Luckily nth happened to him, he almost got killed by Megatron & my heart was racing! No more spoilers up ahead don't you worry :D Just wna say that I'm addicted & thr's no cure!

Bumblebee ; Chevrolet Camaro.

Dino/Mirage ; Ferrari 458 Italia.

Optimus Prime ; Peterbilt 379 Truck.

Ratchet ; Hummer H2 Search.

Starscream ; F-22 Raptor.

Soundwave ; Mercedes SLS AMG.

The above are my favorites, although the last two are decepticons ♥ I sat in the cinema not knowing that 2 & a half hours had passed. & to be honest, I tearred a little the moment I thought Bumblebee's gna die. But he didn't in the end! I know I sound like such a fanatic right now but I'm seriously in love with these autobots & cool cars.

Transformers 3 soundtrack. Iridescent by Linkin Park.

When you were standing in the wake of devastation, you were waiting on the edge of the unknown. With the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now. You were there & possibly alone.

Do you feel cold & lost in desperation? You build up hope, but failure's all you've known. Remember all the sadness & frustration. And let it go, let it go.

XOXO! Bumblebee Raine ♥ ♥

Take All of Me.

2011-05-30T02:52:00.016+08:00

Hey ppl ;) Pics above are the latest. Looking messy thou, cos I just arrived home after midnite. Anyway it's almost 2AM & I've taken a warm bath, feeling all fresh & comfy right now after a long exhausting day at work. How nice if thr's bubble bath & a bathtub too. I would really love that :D And I'm currently listening to a calming song playing on repeat; My December by Linkin Park ♥

My plans for the upcoming week are: 1) facial (minus the eyelash extension that I wanted because it doesn't last long although well taken care of), 2) bake chocolate chip cookies (it's been ages & I figure it's time to do something productive other than sleeping till noon), 3) watch Kungfu Panda 2, Diary of a Wimpy Kid & Pirates of the Caribbean, 4) go to Chatime! (my current addiction, I've been thinking about their Roasted Milk Tea with pearl all day throughout the week & the last time I drank it I practically screamed I know it's crazy), 5) do some shopping? (sadly I might cross this out cause I used up my extra cash to pay an amount of RM550 for my previous phone bills that I kept delaying for months), 6) work out (quit being lazy, Raine! It's time to do those sit ups like how you used to), 7) paint my nails (I honestly gave up on it cos I was so frustrated that whenever I work my nails break & stuff lidat. But I don't care anymore, I'm gna keep them nice again) and 8) a lil getaway to relax my mind (to somewhr cold like Genting maybe? Owh well, just wishful thinking. I used to go thr almost every nite last time but not anymore).

& that's all I can think of, my mind is currently kinda blank due to lack of sleep. Panda eyes forming, yay? Such a bad habit of mine, I often go to bed in between 3-5am sigh :( Lately I even have to read novels to force myself to fall asleep, cos books are like sleeping pills to me. Nites & sweet dreams :D gna get all the rest I deserve now.

And I'd give it all away, just to have somewhr to go to. Give it all away, to have someone to come home to. & I just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed. & I take back all the things that I said to you. This is my December ♥

Xoxo? RaineRaine.

When Stars Collide.

2011-05-18T02:09:00.010+08:00

Wow, hello again. I don't know, but I'm probably gna abandon this blog for a lil while or smth :/ I hardly rmb its existence & most of the time I just have no idea what to say. Recent things that happened:

- I got my hair straightened back as of pic above. Yeah! ;) I'm so relieved that it's back to normal now, no more damages no nth. I went to the same salon & while I was explaining to the receptionist bout what happened, the manager rushed over and told me that he'll do wtv he can to get it fixed. Said he felt bad & worried when I left upset the previous time. & everything was foc for me that day, he even gifted me a hair oil serum product. Also as you can see, I cut my fringe dy. Just temporary, after this I'm determined to leave it long.

- Some things are not very smooth sailing at work. Duwanna mention much, cos I know that it'll all be over in June. She'll be kicked outta the mall by then & say bye to her application. No worries.

- I was 38kgs last year & all of a sudden cos of eating proper meals I gained up till 43 (so embarrassing I wna shoot myself) this year. Was really unhappy but baby doesn't let me go on diet ;/ Couldn't take it anymore so I spent a whole month eating one meal a day consists of half bowl of rice only. Then weeks ago I finally gathered the courage to weigh myself & I am now 39kgs! Knowing this made me super happy :D :D Shall keep this up.

- I'm in progress of creating a brand new blogshop selling absolutely sophisticated ladies shoes with quality rest assured ;) I've alrdy completed the layout & content. All I needa do now is get a camera to take gd quality pictures. Mami doesn't wna buy me a DSLR, she said I'll get bored & throw it aside after 1-2 weeks, ugh! Guess I gotta borrow Thomas's one then. Shall reveal the link when everythin's up & running :D Can't wait!

I can't think of anything else, so ask me @ Formspring if you have any random question, I do check regularly :) Or follow me on Twitter cos I tweet daily. See you real soon!

XOXO! Raine Lee ♥

My Diamond.

2011-04-28T01:32:00.025+08:00

I'm home early today so therefore, I shall update :D Those are some from the collection of pictures I've taken with Baby Chen since we've been together from June 2010 onwards ;) Just wna say Happy 10th Monthsary! ♥ I love how we can be our real selves in front of each other. We could also be really silly & we won't mind cos that's what makes us enjoy one another's company :D I don't know what I'd do without you, you're such an awesome boyfriend (; Thkiu for everything, *hearts.

& earlier I spent time at home celebrating Daddy's birthday. Not really celebrate, just blow cake. It was moist chocolate flavor :D Normally we'd go out to eat but this year kinda busy plus elder sis wasn't around; probably got flight, mhmm. No pics cos they weren't taken with my camera but Mabel's instead ;/ Don't even wanto show since my hair alrdy lidat, I tried to style it but I still don't think it suits me. & I hate how dry and frizzy my hair has become bcos of this, pffts. So now I just gotta wait for about 2 weeks to one month then get it straightened back & hope it's all over then :D Also gotta see the condition.

But at least I'm tryin to think of a solution instead doin nth but being upset. We'll see what happens. & ytd we watched Red Riding Hood, the movie that I was waiting for months and it was definitely worth it! I loved the romance, story, unexpected ending, everything :) Gna talk on phone with baby then bedtime, buhbie! :D

XOXO! RaineBebe ♥ ♥

Ready For Love.

2011-04-26T14:03:00.016+08:00

You're gna be surprised if you read this cos guess what, I totally shocked myself too & haven't get over it since ytd. I wasted my money & time just to get my hair spoilt and super damaged. Fuck this shit.

You call these curls?! I call it a freaking disaster.

Boyf said I look like a doll. The only good thing bout this is that it makes my face look sharp & like V shape, woohoo!

In those pics I used my fingers to comb the bottoms dy that's why. Really dulan. Fml ttm seriously! & they duno how to style it at all; just twist twist twist & blowdry. Wtf? The part that make me feel the worst is I actually asked the stylist about 5 times before I get it done whether he can make the type of big loose curls that I want anot. & he confidently answered cancancan so obviously I trust professional and went ahead with it rite. If not I really WON'T do. End up now make me so unhappy, urgh!

Besides that I hate voluminous hair very much! Nv liked it, I've always preferred thin layered hair. I can't express how horrible I feel rite now. Wna straighten it back also cannot now, cos my hair is like so dry alrdy. What can I do bout it, hurmm? Probably try to style it myself? Spam conditioner everyday & wait till its condition gets better then go for straightening? Fml. Sumore the hairstylist kept flirting with me. You totally fail dude, not only you didn't get my number you should've get a slap from me instead. Dream on. Ask me so many personal love life questions gao lan? Get lost. Hate you.

Got my hair color touched up too, this one I'm okay. But swear I won't do permanent curls ever anymore. Sigh, speechless & sam tung that's all. Nv thought it'd be this way. What a sucky first time. Goin for facial later 5pm at my cousin's shop @ Taipan. Feel so sleepy cos I woke up earlier than usual & I feel sad again when I look into the mirror. No matter what I just won't cut short again. Gotta figure out a way to save my hair. Blaah, bye!

Xoxo, Raine Lee.

Your Voice is All I Hear.

2011-04-21T20:11:00.021+08:00

I will nv let you fall, I'll stand up with you forever.

Hello everyone! :D I'm back after a whole week of being mia, lol. Not that I'm very busy but I keep forgetting the days. I initially thought today's Wednesday & missed my facial appointment. Short term memory loss?

Anyways, hair update! Gna get it layered next week. I hope the fella don't cut until not nice for me, kthx. & I need yr suggestions too (: Should I straighten it or loose curls for the bottoms? I've had straight hair all my life so I'm alrdy used to this look. At the same time I've got the urge to try out curls cos I nv before, but I'm also afraid it doesn't suit me & make me look too mature. Leave a comment pls, much appreciated :)

Btw Red Riding Hood & The Roommate is released today! I so wna watch those two movies, oh & Thor too. Recently I catched up with a few like Scream4 & Source Code and they disappointed me ): I expected so much more, sighs. Owh well.

& Justin Bieber's concert is goin on right now. I can't believe I didn't buy tics to go, cos I nv liked JB, I only think some of his songs are catchy that's all. So why do I feel regret & wna see him badly? Yorr, do I even realize what I'm saying? Earlier I thought I don't really care bout him but in the end I'm like this. Okayy it's really weird for Raine to say this so stop! But I can't believe it seriously! I like a young boy who sings in girl voice, wtf? Gahh enough of denying, he's too cute. I told my sis bout this & she said "Stop it!" *zips lips.

Girls, don't act. I know deep down you got a bit feeling for him one rite? Rite?! Don't live in denial, you'll be like me, stuck in the middle feeling confused. Then when he's really here you'll regret & be like, "Aiya why I keep force myself into thinking he's gay & small boy all that but end up nv go his concert then lau gai wtf." I duno why I'm blogging bout this also but wtv, close yr eyes ppl :D

So I just finished my dinner & gna go bath soon then head out. & lately I've been listening to artists like Hinder, Theory of a Deadman, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Avenged Sevenfold, Creed, Paparoach, Three Days Grace, Crossfade, Hoobastank, Sum 41, Staind, Nickelback and all these rock genre. They're my 2nd favorite after techno, did you know? For me these are my typa chilling songs. Can listen & fall asleep too :D Nice. Gtg, buhbie! (;

P/S: I was actually very sad ytd. Rest in peace, baby kitten Mudpie. Know that you'll always be precious in my heart :'( ♥ At least you don't have to suffer anymore. I regret that I didn't spend much time with you when you were still here :'( You will be missed ♥

Xoxo, RaineRaine ♥

Escape Me.

2011-04-14T01:21:00.020+08:00

This was before I got sick, after the Rio movie. I rate it 8/10! :D

It was quite funny & I liked the storyline (: Btw I headache for 18 hrs since last nite (but now stopped). & having flu and sore throat all of a sudden. Probably it's cos I nv eat since 2 days ago 5pm till ytd 10pm. Sounds confusing bout conclusion is I had empty stomach for over 29 hrs. You might ask "Siao ah? Why nv eat so long?" The ans is simple, cos I forgot. Swt ;/ I totally forgot till it was super late alrdy then I chose not to eat, I scared fat.

Then now dai sei I become like this. Imagine you head spin for so many hours, even when you're sleeping that time. I'm such a weakling :( Kept shivering & feel cold even if it's warm temperature. So I stayed at home tonite & missed out on going Cheras with the bunch for dinner ); Sucks. I duno how to tcare of myself seriously. When Mami gave me noodles the headache automatically went away after that. I'm relieved, bcos that's the torturing part. & some sour drink for my throat.

Pffts, duwanna talk bout it dy ): Sadness. Just hope I get better soon enough before work starts again, I'm gna need the energy. & perhaps it's a gd thing in disguise that the trip postponed. Boyf is not feeling well too.

Last nite. He doesn't play actually, friends force.

So what does a girl like me do while the guys play snooker?
Take pics ofcos. This's my trademark style wtf.

Snap snap.

& I also supported Manchester United without watching the match at all wtf. Boo you, Chelsea! Thr was a teevee thr but I didn't even bother. Although I don't have MU jersey neither do I play footie but I just wna cheer cannot? ;p Blaah, duno what to type dy sumore I keep achoo achoo non stop so I'm signing off now!

Xoxo? Raine Lee :D

Careless Whisper.

2011-04-11T02:55:00.019+08:00

Ahem, pls excuse my dirty mirror. Gosh.

My arm looks tiny here.

Tryin to take a picture & I can't see what I'm snapping ;/

Ytd I decided to tie this style to work :D I hardly do anything to my hair, I usually just leave down every single day unless I'm at home maybe I'll use a hairband so my fringe won't fall on my face. I duno if this suits me but I think it definitely does make me look diff in a way ;p hee. Sometimes I tend get bored with my hairstyle so I'll do smth else with it. Mhmm.

& I've once said that I wna try curling my hair when it grows 3 inches longer but I've changed my mind; I'm gna straighten it again (: I duwanna try soft curls, nv before & what if I look really weird? Better stick back to my sharp straight layers ;) Now all I needa do is wait for it to grow but it's soso slow, gahh. Btw another weekend of work is over. I'm relieved, everythin was fine :D & I bought nail polish too, at Elianto & Sasa.

Baby pink & fading glitter deco for the top parts (:
Looks like jelly isn't it, super cute I like! ♥ It was Mabel's idea.

& here's my Chocolate Chip baby! Duno how many weeks old ny. Loves!

No name yet, but I call her my small girl :)

And this, is a pure Persian kitten. Face totally flat one.

Whoa, reminds me of Garfield cartoon.

Anyways, I gtg get the rest that I deserve (: Feelin exhausted & my eyes are tired. Thinkin what to do for this whole Mon to Thurs (off days). & I've got bad news, I'm not goin to Penang anymore this 12-14th. It'll be postponed to either June or May, not sure. Cos the boyfriend has serving for coll & if he doesn't attend, he won't get any marks. He was told by his lecturer at the very last minute so I understand that it's important so yah I'm aite with it :) Sugadreams ;D

P/S: I have a new blog header, what do you think? I'm not very gd but I've tried :D

Xoxo! Raine ♥

All Black.

2011-04-07T04:43:00.019+08:00

My Persian cat; Hunnybun @ Ikano. Taken Sept 2010 ♥

Hie :) Went to Mcd Mentari just now for a lil while then back to my place to play Wii ;D Dad bought it a few yrs back, can't recall. I didn't even rmb its existence till the other day I sudd thought of it, when boyfriend & I were randomly talking. Find it back out from the storeroom then & we started playing House of Dead & Mario Olympics together ;p Might seem childish to you but as long as I like it. Next will be Ferrari racing! He's so gd to accompany me play all these, hee ;p

& speaking of Mcd, smth made me so pissed off earlier. We were sitting with a group of friends, eating, when all of a sudden an Indian man about over age 50 came to our table; standing right NEXT to me. As in super near those kind. So I obviously bend my body as far as possible away from him, cos he seems so dirty. Then he asked for a cig.

Asshole: Can I have a cigarette?
Tong: No we don't have.
Asshole: Can I have a cigarette please?
Tong: Finish alrdy.
Asshole: Then what's this? *points to our cig boxes*
(Walao, it's our right if we duwanna give it to him rite? Point lan?)
Tong: Finish.
Asshole: *looks at Eric's electronic cig & straight put hand thr* Gimme!
Eric: These are not real cigs la.
Asshole: *looks at Jun Hao* Can I have a cigarette please?
Jun Hao: Aiya, give you one la.
Asshole: You are very very kind. *takes MY lighter without askin & lights up cig*
Me: *what the hell?*
Asshole: *put hand towards Tong & wna shake hands*
Tong: I'm eating. *ignores*
Asshole: Oh, you are so brave huh.
Tong: Yeah & you're a coward.
Asshole: What you wna be? Police, fireman (blablah some useless crap I can't rmb)
Tong: Soldier.
Asshole: So you love to fight huh? You like fighting?
Me: I duwanna hear I duwanna hear, go away.
Asshole: What you say?
Me: I said go away la what the fuck.
Asshole: *goes away while saying "I hate her" repetitively like mental*

It was so disturbing! Why are beggars like these so desperate? No means no rite? Duno shame one. Baby took some time to calm me down cos I was damn dulan. I was patient & kept quiet all the time till I noticed that man won't stop talking nonsense beside me. Gahh enough alrdy, not worth ;/ Just wna share with you guys not to go thr, esp outdoor area. Bedtime! :D Gdnites peeps.

XOXO, RaineBebe.

I Start to Miss Your Smile.

2011-04-06T21:28:00.048+08:00

I'm chasing a dream that fades away in the night.

A girl like me always loved dolly makeup. Can't recall since when but I love it so much that I don't get bored of doing the same style everyday. I think it looks gd & make my eyes stand out. I don't EVER put eyeshadow but I was playing around with the palette for fun, to see what I can do. I used matte colors; navy blue & hazy violet. Shimmery ones; light & medium brown too.

I was just being very random & kept thinking of the nite sky, clouds & moonlight. I don't apply eyeshadow on a daily basis, tried it out for maybe 3-4 times & that's it. I also pluck my eyebrows everytime they grow. Honestly I've nv tried waxing or threading cos I'm afraid it'll be so painful. Although plucking is alrdy pain enough! Makes me tear sometimes. Sigh, the things girls do wtf. More updates next time. See u!

Xoxo? RaineRaine (;

Sweetest Sins.

2011-04-05T16:53:00.023+08:00

My blur look @ Zhia's Kitchen. My hair is quite wavy dy.

The boyf in da car, paparazzi; me (:

@ Club 7, Sri Hartamas.

Sam Lee, Tong, Jun Hao Froggie & Eric.

Take three.

Take four, crazy shot.

Raine, Tong & Sam Lee.

You should know who they are by now (:

Baby got a haircut recently, all thks to coll.

Candid shot, still okayy.

This one's funny, haha! Nice froggie mouth ;p

Eric & his girlf behind him, Snow.

@ G6 Club, Gardens.

Everyone. Including a few Murky car team members.
& I needa get myself a digi cam. iPhone4 flash/cam sucks in the dark.

Baby & I plus two dumbies behind :D

Eric & Snow plus Sam's fingers wtf. He drunk dy luan luan lai.

We also went to Amp Square for karaoke & other random places like Jun Hao's condo to play cards & just a small gamble session. And to Eric's unit @ Suriamas often for chor tai dee, my fav! :D Others I don't quite rmb & I don't think I took any pics either so that's all (; It's raining now at this hour, so sudden. Afraid of the thunder & lightning, sigh. Buai.

Xoxo! Raine Lee ♥

You're My Love Song.

2011-04-03T01:19:00.008+08:00

I tried center parting with soft curls the other day. So not me though.

Got home from work hrs ago :D Today was alrite, at least time passed super fast! Kept talking, gossiping & laughing with that's why (; & during the nite I was quite free so I went to a booth nearby to give the lady my Chinese name & birth date, to see what she says. Smth like, to learn more bout yr own characteristics, etc. She said a couple of gd stuffs & plenty of bad ): But Mami told me listen enough, don't believe cos it's not 100% accurate.

I find some of the points quite true though, especially the one that says I have no direction. I was told that I often have no clue bout what I want. Whether in food, places to go, or the REAL one; career. Bcos till now, I duno what I wna pursue in life. & she said more things, lazy to type & be detailed ady, better keep it to myself since I don't believe it anyway. I just don't think anyone can predict the future. But I like to read bout horoscope, it's interesting :D I'm proud to be an Aquarius babe ;) ♥ & Sam Lee just went back to Taiping. He came to KL for a few days so it was quite a happening week. Talk bout those later, gtg to my sweet bed. Yah I'm home on a Saturday nite, woohoo. This is yr Raine now.

Xoxo? Raine Lee ;D

Come Baby Come.

2011-03-28T15:49:00.015+08:00

Darling come to me, I'm in ecstasy when thr's no one else around (;

Changed my blog song, loveloves it! Pause if you duwanna listen since I set it on autoplay ;p Anyway, freedom here I come! Workdays for March are over & I'm not sure yet what will happen in April, whether it'll be everyday or just Friday and weekends. & I can finally say that I'm satisfied with my hair color after few years of changing & trying out diff tones (: Current one is not too dark, not too light & it's goldish brown! ♥ I'm gna keep it this way from now on, even when I go to the salon I'm only gna touchup, not change it anymore ;D

The previous platinum blonde was just for fun, ash blonde also for fun, ash brown was alrite I kinda like it, black is quite dull for me, nv tried red or any colors lidat cos I find it weird. Especially red & orange; I think they're the worst colors ever for hair, no offence to those who like it thou. Then I finally settle down with my current color :D Yayy. & I'm planning to curl my hair once it grows 3 inches longer. Like those kinda big curls. Nv try before, cos I've had super straight hair all my life. Grow long faster pwease! I miss my hip length hair so much ): Regret for cutting it 2 yrs back. So dumb.

& ytd all of a sudden, dad's asking me to quit my job, pick a course & get my ass to coll. His preference for me is BUSINESS. Wtf business will be my last choice. I like mass com or designing but I don't think so, I'm afraid that I'll waste his money & let him down again. Can't let that happen.

And today's a special day for us, happy 9th monthsary to Baby Chen & I ;D We get along well with each other & we're happy and that's all that matters isn't it? 我爱我的男朋友 ♥ Heading out with him later to, idk whr also. We'll see (: & he planned a trip to Penang next month on 12-14th just for me :D Cos he say I always work nv go relax wor. & yess, got go beach! :D Besides Paris (my dream vacation), my 2nd fav place for holiday is to any beach & play ;) Just hope everyone can make it. Some needa take leave & offdays.

XOXO! RaineBebe ♥

Flames to Dust.

2011-03-23T17:19:00.018+08:00

With the moon above, everyone's in love. Aren't you with me?

HELLO :D Just bath & got home again not long ago. Went out till almost 5am last nite. Tiring, yups. Old dy la me T__T Otherwise why would I say age became a sensitive issue in 2011 wtf. & first was to Sunway Pyramid for movie, with baby, Jun Hao, Eric & his girlf. They wanted to go eat after that but sudd baby's cousins call go yamcha @ Al Barkath, Bukit Jalil. Talktalk, laughlaugh, lalala then went to Club 9 for pool. I didn't play cos I'm noob ); Duwan ppl to laugh at me, swt. Ego.

So I'm currently sitting here & simply type cos my mind's blank. Really. Awhile ago little sis came in my room to see what was I doing & I even forgot to ask bout her SPM results. What kinda sister am I seriously, *shakes head. But chill, I know she did well, if not she won't so lang jing ady wtf. Getting super bored of blogging so bye for noww.

Xoxo, RaineRaine ~

You Give Me Butterflies.

2011-03-22T02:20:00.028+08:00

Working days. Nth much to talk bout.

Just that, a mini accident happened. How can I staple my hand?
It's official that my profession is being clumsy, wtf. Small wound but hurts so much.

Had waffle cone @ Gelare :D Honey malt crunch, yumms.

Haagen Dazs. I lovelove icecream! ♥

& gd news, I've recovered :)) Spam water from my Rilakkuma bottle, heh.

Btw RaineRaine is back! Just got home from almost a whole day's outing. Got forced by the boyf to wake up ytd afternoon cos he wna go have late lunch together @ Pontian SS15. I went thr with him before few times, but it's my very first time trying the food, since all along I'm not a fan of noodles. Fetched Eric as well, mhmm. Gotta say the wantan & soup's not bad thr (:

Then we went to Sunway Pyramid. I wanted heels from Charles & Keith but the one & only (take note that I'm super choosy) design that I like left display last pair ny, although it's my size ; 35. No fate ): Perhaps it's a sign telling me I should get a Gucci belt instead ;p weee ~ Had dinner at Manhattan Fish Market & Snow joined us. Blablah then went yamcha with everyone plus Jun Hao & Wandy @ Silva, now I'm home sweet home :D Head's slightly spinning though & I keep drinking a lot water. Needa sleep soon before it gets worse.

& this was taken the nite before, haha wtf. Also, you can see me without makeup.

It surprises me that I'm open to post that up. You can rarely see pics of me like these cos usually I mind very much bout ppl seeing my naked face. Except family, boyf & best friends ofcos. My face tends to be super pale. Looks as if I'm bloodless or smth. & my eyes like mou jing san at all, like wanto sleep. With makeup, I look more fresh & alive wtf, duno how to describe but smth lidat la I think you should understand what I mean.

Anyway, baby & I were watching movie at his place :D Resident Evil 2. Kinda old dy I know, but I really had the mood to watch zombie movies, my fav! I'm weird for a girl bcos not only I enjoy action movies, I like scary ones too, or mystery, murder, disgusting killing, stuff like that. & we did facial! ;p Which explains that pic. The pearl powder masks were one of the souvenirs given by him bought from Taiwan. Very cooling & nice. Yah we're comfortable with each other & do almost everything together. We're so veryvery close; just like bffs! ;D Aww, I love him ♥ Update you guys more next time, see u!

Xoxo! RaineBebe ;)

I Want You Secretly.

2011-03-14T22:25:00.008+08:00

Me & my baby Berry ♥

Owh gosh, I'm officially sick! Started with sore throat, then flu, headache & body feel super cold. No fever, I hope not! :( Lie down in bed to rest halfway while playing iPhone games also can fall asleep just now. Wake up feeling just a tad bit better. Ate pills & syrup, yucks bitter me no likes! Pffts. I think it's cos I didn't drink water for the whole day ytd. How can I actually forget, wtf. Hardcore puffpuff sumore when I reach home. Now I feel the pain, blah! );

Lately it's been raining almost everyday in Subang area. It's like, sudd weather so hot then cold & damp. Who won't dulan? Eeee. Since I can't go out in this condition, I'd better go sleep all I can then, sighs. Buhbie!

Xoxo, Raine Lee ♥

Imperfections.

2011-03-14T04:39:00.021+08:00

Star was glowing in a silvery nite, far away on the other side.
Would you come to talk to me this nite? But she couldn't find how to push through.

Pic above was of me; last year November. Which explains the super dark brown hair. Anyways, packing up earlier was exhausting as usual but we did everything quickly & reached home about 12.30am plus. Then bath, feel so fresh :D Ate a bit of dinner afterwards, since my stomach was quite empty for the whole day, hmm. I can't ignore my weight anymore, cos I mind it so much. I can't pretend no longer, gaining those 3kgs really does mean a big deal.

From now on I'm gna eat very little; perhaps a meal a day like what I did last time? My tummy used to be FLAT and my thighs & arms were in shape. What happened to me now? ): I used to be known as the skinny girl with no appetite. Sai lap & super thin. Am I so happy that I totally forgot bout my diet obsession? Yarh I admit my mood does affect my eating habits too. When I'm down I tend to eat a lot less or probably not eat at all & when I'm a happy girl all I do is eat gd food everyday. Fuck, zz. Promise myself I'll stop, promise myself I'll stop *keeps repeating same sentence in my mind wtf. & I guess stopping my addiction has also affected me, I start to gain weight so easily. No more skin & bones.

Actually, honestly, I'm not feeling alrite at the moment. I don't think I can even sleep, although I tweet an hour ago that I'll be heading to bed but I guess I just couldn't. I feel like I'll nv be gd, skinny or pretty enough for anyone. Esp MYSELF. It's so hard to please myself. All I see in me are just flaws & not happy with every parts or wtv. & no don't tell me to think positive cos I'm not that typa girl since young. I'm the kind who tends to think negative most of the time. Thinking I need to be skinnier, prettier, taller, bigger eyes, smaller nose, more pouty lips, perfect brown hair, perfect smile, perfect everything. & I really HATE to be reminded about this, it just makes me cry sometimes. Cos perfect only makes you crazy.

Xoxo? Unhappy Raine.

Stereo Love.

2011-03-10T04:43:00.005+08:00

Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time ♥

Truth is, I'm not supposed to be lying on my bed rite now WITH the lappie next to me but asleep an hour ago like baby wants me to :/ How?! I'm feelin super jing san eyes open bigbig & listening to electro on my new white speakers, owh gosh. I had a nice long sleep till 3.30pm the day before & if it wasn't for his phone call I think I could've slept till 5 instead.

Then he gave me a new nickname: his small little chu chu, lol. Next, he'll be angry & lau gai me tmr when I tell him bout me sleeping late again ); I've always said I wanted to try sleeping pills to KO myself whenever I'm too hyper at nite wtf but guess not, bcos I figured I'm too young for that kinda thing. Friends used to call me zombie princess or smth which I can't recall, they clearly know I'm awake when the moon is in the sky & sleep till cannot move those kind when the sun rises. Sounds ridiculous to me, I whr got lidat? Okie I confess, but put that in the past, ppl change ;) Gtg now! Enough for my crap blog, heh. Nitey nites :D

P/S: Happy birthday to my beloved Mummy & sis Mabel ♥

Xoxo, RaineBebe ♥

Now & Till Forever.

2011-03-09T03:40:00.007+08:00

Hie ppl (; These were taken before wash up & bedtime, mhmm.

Boyf was at my place earlier for a lil supper, although I duno how to cook at all. So he had pizza, which was super easy cos at the very least I know how to reheat okay. I admit I'm dumb but not that dumb still acceptable wtf. & maggi mee, with Mami's help. Satisfying? Cute tummy he has, I wna press wtf.

Before that we went to Sunway for movie yet again, yups. Watched The Fighter this time. I expected the boxer to die in the end or have some sorta tragedy. You know, to spice things up or maybe I'm just a tad bit evil, hehe. Bad bad Raine. But nth extreme happened, he won champ in the end, happily ever after & yada yada. It was quite alrite :) & I honestly don't feel the guilt to sleep late nowadays, since I've nth to do during the mornings/early noons anyway. Thou it's really a bad habit I've had for a cpl of years now.

& I rmb that I don't EVER eat. I used to weigh 38kgs tops. Was seriously weight conscious & it was a very sensitive issue to me. Always wanted myself to be in between 35 till 38, duwan it to go near 40’s else, starvation mode; ON. Yah I always say that, haha ;p We would even have to take the weighing machine outta my sight or I'll go on it after every light meal. & more crazy shit I've done but duwanna say em out. Rite now I wna go on an immediate diet. Badly. But baby doesn't allow. I wonder why, hmph ): Heading to bed! Buai ♥

XOXO! Raine Lee ;)

Take Me Away.

2011-03-08T03:10:00.003+08:00

The person that means so much to me ♥

It's raining rite now at this hour (: & no lightning is definitely a plus! Bcos I fear it since young, if you didn't know. Feel so calm & comfy hugging my pillow and cuddling under blankets. Loves it ;) Was out earlier to Station 1 @ Taipan to accompany baby practice his coll's slideshow presentation or smth. Got so annoyed by the singer thr. She hardly knows the lyrics & mumbled continuously wtf, erhem.

Yamcha for awhile then left, cos both of us are kinda tired. & my body's slightly painful caused by the other busy day's packing up at work. Bend here bend thr, carry this & that, walk around, walk sumore. Gahh. Nevertheless I'm happy that I'll have 4 days off a week though, hee :D No idea why I'm still blogging here. Panda eyes also coming out dy, yucks. Just call me supergirl ;p & I reallyreallyy feel like goin to the beach! Been a long time since I wish to, but I'm too occupied for trips like these. I can imagine watching the sunset, playing by the sea, taking pics, just be carefree & relax; it'll be fun :)) Best part, jet ski! When will I have the chance? Sigh. Keep waiting & waiting, pffts. I miss playing volleyball.

Am randomly thinking bout those days when I used to not have any worries. I'm sort of lost, & till now I'm unsure what career I wna pursue. I really don't think studies is my typa thing. Books are like sleeping pills to me. Although sometimes I feel I should give it a try, but thinking twice makes me hold back. What if I threw it away once more like I did on hairdressing @ Kimarie Academy in 09? So many questions playing in my head.

Till then, gdnite & sugadreams dears ♥

Xoxo? Raine ;D

Maybe Just a Little While.

2011-03-01T16:21:00.003+08:00

Nobody's ever made me feel the way that you do.

Hello March :) My fav month is over, I can't believe how fast time flies. I'm officially twenty now, ops I'm not supposed to reveal, I forgot that age became a sensitive issue in 2011 wtf continue; the responsibilities that I have to face, am I even rdy for it? Blah, but put that aside, I love mature looks (; Anyway, my off days will be from Mon to Thurs every week for this whole month :D So I won't hafta stress myself goin thr almost everyday like I used to. On a brighter note, I've finally made up my mind to do smth I've been waiting for almost all my life. Just gotta find the right place to get it done. I hope the outcome won't disappoint me. Am nervous & excited at the same time and I finally agreed to stop spending on unnecessary stuffs for awhile, all bcos of this. Resist resist, haha ;p

& I kinda decided that I'll be using this longterm, or as long as I've a lil break to typetype every now & then so follow me if you like ♥ I'm not sure how many of you would read this but owh well, created this just for fun, I actually won't have a lot of time for it. Work, hanging out & stuff lidat, mhmm. More next time aites. See u! (:

Xoxo, RaineRaine ♥